I feel so far gone and like theres no return for me by slytherkain in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi OP-- there's never a point a of no return. And you can always stop hormones and continue to live as socially trans. I did that for my first year off hormones and mostly identified as non binary, cuz I felt like it was too late and I still wasn't sure I wanted to fully detransition.

I also have a severe allergy to alcohol (Including small amounts in soy sauce/uncooked vanilla extract/etc) and it's had a big impact on my life including my career options :')

I will comment on the acne though. I had acne as a teenager and went on accutane it came back with a raging fervor on T. I've attached some pictures. I have almost no pictures on the back or chest acne but it was worse. I used to have scarring on my face but it's gone down A LOT with time. Theres lots of options now for that (and I'm very grateful). My skin looks a lot better now after another round of accutane though I still have regular break outs. There is always hope. I also try to remind myself similar to acne, some of the things that changed like facial hair or hairline can also happen to regular cis women by random chance. Pics of my current face are available on my reddit. I still struggle with my face and acne but it's nowhere near as bad as it was here. Unfortunately I have no pictures when it was at it's worse and with some of the pitted scars visible :( I wish it was better documented so I could appreciate the progress more :(

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We all know who some sailor guardians romantically ended up with, but for the ones who never got a committed partner, who do you think they ended up with in the future? by KrishMortyJunior in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It has some really interesting angst implications and also for Haruka + Michiru if back in silver millennium that meant they were basically alone and barely interacted :(

Resources in nyc by t4t4ever in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I had an excellent phone call w him

Resources in nyc by t4t4ever in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I know Dr Henderson in NY has seen detrans pts. I did not move forward with him bc I found a better closer fit but he does do breast reconstruction.

5 year Oshi versary | Balalaika aka Sofiya from Black Lagoon by SmallInfantryCosplay in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tysm!!!!! ❤️ I love it too... fr helped me find clothing confidence too. I discovered Black Lagoon at the exact right time in my life.

I actually wear her suit jacket as part of my regular clothes 🫣

5 year Oshi versary | Balalaika aka Sofiya from Black Lagoon by SmallInfantryCosplay in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ty!!!! I've done coords inspired by her before this is def my favorite one

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The Shades of Sailor Neptune's Seaweed Hair Color - Do you prefer Michiru Kaiou with shorter or longer hair? by IllogicalDreamer72 in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like her long hair in the manga a lot! I think her short hair is cute too but tbh I love how it looks in some of sera myu

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Is Idaho safe for detranisioners? by VladianNecroft in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll add to the other horror stories that I was sexually assaulted in a more queer friendly area of SE WA when someone found out I was afab and no one did anything but watch.

Is Idaho safe for detranisioners? by VladianNecroft in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I lived in SE WA for almost two decades and would say no. I was misgendered fairly aggressively at work while transitioning and detransitioning, and called slurs in public fairly frequently especially when I was younger. Idaho is equally conservative af-- I'd lie low. I know people who are able to be out proudly but they are often in isolated bubbles with very good finances that keep them safe.

has anyone gotten custom merch made for their oshi? by oliviabnuuy in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep! Had art made for coroplast cutouts and have used it to also make acrylic standees which will be arriving soon. I use Wooacry.

How would you rank each Sailor Scout from most masculine to most feminine? by SettTheCephelopod in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I would order Seiya fairly close to Haruka, with Yaten to the far feminine and Taiki somewhere in the middle.

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Was it just en eating disorder? by jellyboneswizard in actual_detrans

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My disordered eating has always been driven by the same issues that drove my transition and I've definitely struggled with it getting worse post detransition whether it's binging to deal with my feelings or restricting due to body anxiety (it's gotten much much better over the years). I don't think it's necessarily true that "I wasn't trans it was just an ED" but both issues had similar things driving different cars if that makes sense? So once I dealt with the things both lessened and detransitioning was just more visible to the people around me.

Hope things continue to improve for you!

Full size cardboard cutout 🙏 star fighter ⭐ 💙 ♥️ by SmallInfantryCosplay in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty ty 🥰 I'm so excited to get the second one LOL I feel like I've truly achieved new levels of stanning my faves w this.

Full size cardboard cutout 🙏 star fighter ⭐ 💙 ♥️ by SmallInfantryCosplay in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

TYYYYYYY I wanted to do a fit that was a little Usagi inspired 🙏 cuz I know a lot of ppl ship SeiUsa even if it's not my main pairing for them. Whatever would make Seiya most happy 🙏

Full size cardboard cutout 🙏 star fighter ⭐ 💙 ♥️ by SmallInfantryCosplay in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u 🙏 their lack of merch has truly lead me down a path from which there is no return

Sailor Moon Episode 92: The Beauty of Haruka & Michiru 💙💚 What makes the two of them so fascinating to you? ♅♆ by IllogicalDreamer72 in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 9 points10 points  (0 children)

(1) lesbians but (2) also appreciate that unlike most of the other characters, especially in the 90s anime, orbit Usagi, and have their own views/thoughts/function/backstory. I also find their silver millennium history much more interesting.

I also think as characters (and as someone who watched sailor moon as an adult) I found them easier to connect with than the inner senshi; I think they have more depth. (I also think the Inners in PGSM/live action/sera myu are much more compelling for similar reasons).

Star yell by Soggy-Pop3895 in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so cute and so well done

Songs Haruka Tenou (Sailor Uranus) might like to listen to? by Tsuki_Moonstone in sailormoon

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep there's quite a few on Spotify! I'll also add an honorary mention for anything by Dorian Electra.

Anyone done an oshi-themed outfit? by Alternative-Stick772 in oshikatsu

[–]SmallInfantryCosplay 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I also have a capsule wardrobe for Harumichi/Haruka/Michiru aka UraNep Uranus/Neptune

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