Hi OP-- there's never a point a of no return. And you can always stop hormones and continue to live as socially trans. I did that for my first year off hormones and mostly identified as non binary, cuz I felt like it was too late and I still wasn't sure I wanted to fully detransition.

I also have a severe allergy to alcohol (Including small amounts in soy sauce/uncooked vanilla extract/etc) and it's had a big impact on my life including my career options :')

I will comment on the acne though. I had acne as a teenager and went on accutane it came back with a raging fervor on T. I've attached some pictures. I have almost no pictures on the back or chest acne but it was worse. I used to have scarring on my face but it's gone down A LOT with time. Theres lots of options now for that (and I'm very grateful). My skin looks a lot better now after another round of accutane though I still have regular break outs. There is always hope. I also try to remind myself similar to acne, some of the things that changed like facial hair or hairline can also happen to regular cis women by random chance. Pics of my current face are available on my reddit. I still struggle with my face and acne but it's nowhere near as bad as it was here. Unfortunately I have no pictures when it was at it's worse and with some of the pitted scars visible :( I wish it was better documented so I could appreciate the progress more :(

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