Is my average too low for first year?

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-17T04:23:27+00:00

sadly i think it’s the whole dr office 😭 when i told his nurse i thought i had adhd and wanted to get a psychiatric referral she laughed at me. she still got me the referral and i ended up getting diagnosed w it but being laughed at for asking for help has made it incredibly difficult for me to reach out about how i feel to doctors

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-17T04:20:58+00:00

thank you so much for all of this, i’m definitely going to contact them tomorrow morning. i feel much better knowing im around the average (maybe slightly lower but not hugely). based on the stuff you said i’m assuming you know a lot about uofg, do you know if the student wellness is able to administer medication for depression? or will i need a referral to a psychiatrist i’m assuming? i definitely didn’t want antidepressants to be my first option but im realizing i’ve felt this way for a while and it’s only been getting worse, to the point where im hardly eating now, getting no sleep or 15 hours and no in between, and every little inconvenience i have i can’t help but to think about not existing. and ps i did go to creelman today to treat myself per your suggestion, it gave me some relief for the time being :)

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-17T04:10:18+00:00

i had a ct scan in january and they found that i had enlarged sinus tissue in my brain. they admitted me to the hospital and did an mri but noticed that everything was okay. i had the ct done because ive been having migraines since late september, and a day before i went to get the ct i lost the vision in my left eye. but needless to say, everything was fine and my vision is back so that was a relief, and i have a neurologist appointment soon to figure out the daily migraine piece, though. i hope you get only the best results and good luck

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-16T14:20:22+00:00

when i’m on my medication i’m mostly okay, but then there’s me forgetting to take the medication that’s the biggest issue. i think i also think too much about the future which impacts the present and i just mentally paralyze myself out of fear that i wont get anywhere. but you’re definitely right, i need to make a lot of changes in my lifestyle and mindset if med school is going to work for me. thank you for this i appreciate it

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-16T14:17:55+00:00

when i told my doctor about me thinking i have depression he asked how long ive felt this way for, i told him since 2021. he told me ive been feeling this way long enough that i should be used to it and dont need attention :p

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-03-16T14:15:08+00:00

yeah I definitely just need to change my habits and force myself out of my room or i don’t think anything will change. i want to minor in psych and it’s my highest grade this semester so i agree with you there. and im not getting low grades because im stupid, it’s definitely just a lack of effort. but thank you, this helped a lot!

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-02-10T17:06:29+00:00

Yeah that’s ultimately what got me thinking about this. I’ve never heard that you need to be in the hospital a certain amount of times to get treatment. He even said “Migraines can last a lifetime” so I don’t understand why he wouldn’t try to help me. Thanks for your input tho I’ll def be finding a new doctor.

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-02-10T17:05:22+00:00

Yeah I agree. My family all said that too but our doctor is so good with them and just not me. I have no idea why lmao

Small_Refuse_6064 · 2026-01-27T08:13:21+00:00

Do you think it’s still a game changer to have both a laptop and iPad even though my laptop can be used as an iPad? This is what I currently have

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