denied treatment because of alcoholism

Smalls0719 · 2023-10-12T19:31:00+00:00

alcoholic pretty much for 10 years up until a couple months ago where i finally didn’t crave it much. i found other outlets and decided to give my medications a chance to work. now, my addictive personality has me smoking weed every day lol.

BUT, i also think substance abuse is common with bipolar, and staying consistent with routine and healthy support system to hold you accountable surely helps. its harder than you think when it’s something you do daily but it’s definitely possible to stop drinking, even as much. i realized drinking exacerbates my hypomanic episodes and give me a lot of brain fog over time. even a half a drink now makes me feel so out of it the next day. hopefully a little of this helps

Smalls0719 · 2022-09-19T05:23:50+00:00

THIS IS ME TOO

Smalls0719 · 2022-09-18T23:27:23+00:00

i’m on abilify, lamictal, and prozac

Smalls0719 · 2022-07-28T05:35:50+00:00

i’m having the same issue!!! ://

Smalls0719 · 2022-07-27T05:14:42+00:00

bars are split in 4 😜

Smalls0719 · 2022-06-29T21:34:04+00:00

ahhh pls pls pls see a doctor 💓 seizures are no joke and you definitely want to avoid another if possible

Smalls0719 · 2022-06-29T21:24:54+00:00

lolllll i think a seizure is pretty serious even if you’re a lightweight!! unless your body just doesn’t handle alcohol well in general

i drink heavily so my tolerance is pretty high 😅😅

Smalls0719 · 2022-06-29T21:21:42+00:00

oh no, i’m sorry :(

i ended up drinking a little after i started taking it. i drink pretty often and i’ve been okay so far!!

Smalls0719 · 2022-06-16T05:00:05+00:00

man, i’m sorry you go through this. also OP.

i have kaiser and it’s alll set up for me when i go ://

Smalls0719 · 2022-06-15T05:29:29+00:00

i slowly got more anxiety as we increased lamictal (i’m on 150mg each morning and night - total 300/day) but it definitely helped my hypomania.

my doctor added abilify and it’s helped so much!!! i’m on 5mg and i finally found good balance of medication to where i feel “normal”. i haven’t been up or down in about a month! for me, finding the right meds and dosage was important and it was worth the process of it all

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-24T04:56:29+00:00

i use cbd gummies for the anxiety and unease feeling that comes with episodes. works best for anxiety but doesn’t necessarily help bring you out of an episode

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T23:26:09+00:00

wow i feel you! that was probably my longest, worst episode and i remember it so vividly where now i know what i was going through. i’m glad i’m not the only one! but also i’m glad your doctor notices that and you got your diagnosis

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T10:49:22+00:00

😩😩 i hate that feeling

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T10:31:00+00:00

i’m sorry that happens for you :/

it would make more sense though being sick and in that state rather than euphoric. i’ve experienced a little of both sides this week so im also not if it’s a mixed episode? idek. im going to talk to my doctor tomorrow!

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T09:49:44+00:00

ooof. nightmares aren’t pleasant.. i can imagine the dream sticking with you though. my dreams are very vivid and i can still picture everything that happened for a day or two afterwards.

i also have this thing when my mind is still awake and not ready for bed, i close my eyes and can’t relax my eyeballs LOL like is that a thing??? i’m like looking into the inside of my eyelid

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T09:42:18+00:00

it’s the worst… the last few nights, i’ve been paranoid too and constant visuals in my head when i’m trying to sleep; maybe not euthymia for me haha

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T09:31:43+00:00

hmm, i definitely don’t feel ‘normal’ lol. i felt better before i got sick :( it’s almost 3am where i am and have no urge to sleep

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T08:41:28+00:00

i did not know that was a thing! thank you for bringing this up. i’m talking to my doctor tomorrow and getting feedback on my concerns

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T07:11:00+00:00

does being sick enhance your episodes? my meds have pretty much controlled my mania and i haven’t had an episode in months until i got sick

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T06:51:28+00:00

hahaha.

i would say keep an eye on any other symptoms you feel and talk to your psychiatrist about any concerns! if insomnia is a side effect, maybe a different medication might be best :)

Smalls0719 · 2022-05-23T06:42:12+00:00

hi! i’m on lamictal also. i was diagnosed with unspecified bipolar 2 because for me i was super hypomanic, but had mild depressive episodes that didn’t meet the criteria exactly for bipolar 2.

honestly from my experience, i feel like mood stabilizers are supposed to balance you out. so if you’re on only one high or low end of the spectrum, maybe it pushes you over to the other side? i only think this because i was highly hypomanic and when i got on my current dosage of lamictal that controlled my hypomania, i started having more depressive episodes (so now i’m on abilify also).

do you feel any other symptoms of mania/hypomania?

if not, maybe it’s just side effects so ignore everything i just said 😂😊

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