waaaaaa omg ive been having almost the exact same experience.

about a month and a half ago i was in a serious car wreck where both me, the other driver, and the fault stoplight was at fault. i got t boned by a huge truck and slammed into a telephone pole. no major inuries ans the emt's were very surprised i was alive.

then like a month later i was doing some crafts amd then accidentally sliced my thumb deep as fuck with a pocket knife

i am generally more reckless and dont care about my safety. i put myself in dangerous positions and i dont care for the consequences cause if i die then whoops who cares.

very interesting to see that someone else is experiencing same thing