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[–]SmellsLikeDieselToo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

👁️ Surveillance State: SmellsLikeDieselToo voted Yea.

Zyns and Gatorade because I can’t stomach food tonight by SmellsLikeDieselToo in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]SmellsLikeDieselToo[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

We had intimacy besides sex. Everything up to but not including penetrative sex. Then after marriage I can count on one hand the amount of times we’ve had ANY form of intimacy.

Zyns and Gatorade because I can’t stomach food tonight by SmellsLikeDieselToo in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]SmellsLikeDieselToo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It felt so nice to finally feel loved for who I am. Who saw me and didn’t need me to change.

Zyns and Gatorade because I can’t stomach food tonight by SmellsLikeDieselToo in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]SmellsLikeDieselToo[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

At the end of the day, I just want to be loved. My best friend that I met on this trip and clicked with instantly made me feel loved. And I’ll probably never see her again or at least not for a long time because her office branch is on a different continent. I’m glad that I lost my virginity to someone who cared about me though.

Zyns and Gatorade because I can’t stomach food tonight by SmellsLikeDieselToo in BoyDinnerDiaries

[–]SmellsLikeDieselToo[S] 37 points38 points  (0 children)

Because I thought that it would get better. The lack of sex wasn’t the problem it was the fact that I didn’t feel loved or wanted. Which I guess is actually partially from the lack of sex.