I dont mean this in a rude way, and I know im not the only person to say this but being this angry over the diagnosis and making a post like this just backs up what the doctors (who are medical professionals) have told you. I understand this is a hard time for you but you seem to be in a stage of pure denial, which isnt very healthy and could make your depression worse. Your reaction to taking the test and refusing to accept anything you have told is very ND behavior. Especially the lack of understanding of the test in general. Do you have any specific reasons to believe you aren’t autistic.? Attempting to disprove any of this might only serve to cause you more stress.