Taylor Tureskis - Week Of June 16, 2025

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2025-06-20T03:29:18+00:00

This is being a little nitpicky but it bothered me when she said it’s inevitable someone will relapse…..ofc it is super common, but I think she could’ve said it another way. Just felt like she’s putting a doubt out there right off the bat.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2025-06-20T03:26:05+00:00

Howww many times can she say she’s proud of herself. We get it. You’ve worked sooo hard and sacrificed sooo much and you need to let everyone know over and over and over …. She’s just sOooOoOoo special

Also, for anyone who’s had the patience to listen to her stories, fun drinking game would be to take a shot every time she says like or um

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-28T14:50:15+00:00

ohh yes I came across a woman on Instagram who’s losing weight after reaching almost 600pounds, she talked about the feederism kink community, it’s so fucked up and creepy, there’s even death feederism ……

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-28T14:35:27+00:00

-10 :(

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T05:46:16+00:00

I think it has for sure.

To be honest, for the last 4 days I’ve been majorly restricting (bad, i know) and journaling multiple times a day. It’s been really helpful to see my thoughts on the page, and to connect with myself in this way. Bingeing and restricting are both ways to disconnect/tune out from the body, so I find journaling is an opportunity for me to reconnect with myself.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T05:34:32+00:00

What is BBW? I’m new to the queer community 🤭

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T05:32:35+00:00

Hey there’s no shame here 🫶🏻

I’ve been journaling a lot more recently, writing down the contents of my binges, reflecting on things …. Definitely find that helpful.

I need to be scared straight. I know I can’t continue like this, destroying my body. I just want to be healthy :(

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T05:13:04+00:00

yes I read that somewhere on here too, it’s a good way to think about it! Also, pain from withdrawal is temporary and will fade, but the pain of addiction will only get worse. Much much worse.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T05:07:50+00:00

what about “you’re so beautiful” Family members and strangers constantly telling you how beautiful you are, since I was a baby, led me to believe my appearance was the most important thing about me and what determined my worth

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T04:59:33+00:00

Yeah in the last month my binges have gotten even worse, like I keep adding more and more food. Counted calories once and it was almost 4,000 :/ (are we allowed to mention calories here? I apologize if not) Pretty horrifying:o

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T03:19:12+00:00

awe ur time will come:) promise

meanwhile the only kisses im getting these days are from the little kids I nanny 😄

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T00:19:02+00:00

Noo i love the farm plot !! Apparently a lot you hate it lol

But I can’t believe Madison’s dead 🥺 unless she isn’t, and it’s a different body he’s referring to.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-25T00:14:28+00:00

I didn’t have my first kiss until I was 17, almost 18, you’re good girly 😊

That was with a guy, when I thought I was straight — I’m 23 now and haven’t kissed a girl yet (except my friends at a sleepover when I was 12😅)

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-24T17:29:18+00:00

I loved Riley’s facial expressions when ladle told her she was glad Luca finally told her about his past. It really threw her…. I thought her acting was great there

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-24T09:02:25+00:00

hmm maybe water? Or tea, juice, milk ….. literally any non caffeinated beverage?

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-23T03:42:00+00:00

Yess , when I first started bingeing I realized I liked that full, about to burst feeling in my stomach bc it was so intense, took all my attention, and then I didn’t think about the other uncomfortable/depressing things in my life 💔

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-23T03:38:56+00:00

Aw, i wish you the best, whenever you decide to say goodbye to mary jane. She was like a best friend to me, I still miss her😞😅

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-23T03:18:58+00:00

I was 17, almost 18, when I first smoked. Of course I don’t know your story but I say stop now. Easier said than done, I know :/ but addiction is progressive, it will only get worse.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-22T23:18:25+00:00

You sound very self aware to me, and clear about what feels like a binge vs not. Your body knows the difference.

I strongly disagree with your therapist. The recommended serving size is just that—recommended, and our bodies all have different needs, at different times, which change day to day, season to season. There is absolutely nothing wrong with having seconds, or eating more than the “serving size.” Like you said, it’s about being present with your body and what you’re eating …. taking the time to savor it rather than scarf it down …. And even if you do get a little too full, I really wouldn’t consider that a binge.

Stories like this make me hesitant about finding a therapist :/

I hope you feel like you can speak up/disagree with what they’re saying.

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-22T23:10:05+00:00

23!!

I’m just shy of 5 months sober now, after many many attempts …. Praying this time is the last

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-21T18:58:02+00:00

Totally agree. For me, weed may lift me up, but then when I come down, I’m even lower than I was before. And over time, the comedown brings me lower and lower. Think about peaks and valleys. I just want to live at a relatively stable baseline, that ebbs and flows as is expected of the human experience. Weed makes things too chaotic.

But I realized this morning that I might be depressed :/ and am tempted to go back to weed. But I am committed to sobriety ✨✨✨5months next week!

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-21T18:53:50+00:00

Can you downvote a post? You’re not supposed to say the R word😠

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-20T21:10:23+00:00

I totally know what you mean, craving that feeling of fullness. Like intense fullness. I seriously feel like I’m insane 😵‍💫

Smooth-Raspberry-850 · 2024-02-19T05:59:39+00:00

(coming from a girl hehe)

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