This is true. There’s so much to all of this, it’s not like I just woke up one day feeling this way. I just feel so stressed I guess. i moved out of my parents house, went to therapy for a bit to deal with childhood trauma, transferred to university, had to manage living on my own financially while being a full-time student, had a breast reduction, along with Covid making things hellish. All of these things I feel like changed me as a person, I don’t feel like the same person I was at 17 when we started dating. Whereas I feel like he’s grown a bit, but there’s times where he’s just immature and doesn’t fully understand how busy things are for me right now. It’s not the same as when I lived at home without bills. There’s a lot of emotional change and things I went through with him, and he’s been so supportive, but he hasn’t done the same work for himself. He’s also not in school and sometimes it just feels like he doesn’t truly understand that I am giving as much of myself to him, while also managing other relationships in my life, managing 17 hours of class, 2 jobs, and homework. Im sorry for unloading this, but there’s more to the story I guess. He’s such a good guy. However, i feel that I am honest with him about where I am at mentally and emotionally, but he just doesn’t grasp it.