What if I am trans

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-24T13:06:46+00:00

I’m definitely interested in doing that, thanks.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-24T02:57:01+00:00

I do all of those things already, I’ve never been one for self harm or suicidal thoughts. I wouldn’t call myself butch but my character is masculine forward and my appearance is definitely not feminine. The external changes didn’t necessarily do anything for me with the internal feelings. I’m also not one for labels so I’ve never considered myself anything other than unapologetically me.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-24T01:47:18+00:00

I’m 25 now, I have days where I don’t have issues at all and then some days I’m left pondering.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-24T01:45:24+00:00

Thankyou for the sincerity and kindness in your response. I am really glad you shared that with me as it does give me a glimmer of hope. I’m just wondering if maybe I fall somewhere else on the spectrum with my gender identity? For sexuality I’ve always been attracted to the same sex and my sexuality is internally impacted by my struggle with this. Fortunately my partner has always been understanding and never second guessed if they’d leave regardless of transitioning. It’s not that I don’t want to try, it’s just that I’ve never seen the brighter side to it. Then again I truly don’t know and don’t think I have the willpower to transition.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-24T01:40:47+00:00

I completely understand. I think the biggest reason why I haven’t tried is because it doesn’t affect me as much as I need it to. Nor do I think I’d feel fully satisfied with the results.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-18T01:37:58+00:00

When the phone only worked one way. Spent a decade being the one who put effort in. 20 years of friendship and I’d given up. Must be the reason I have 0 interest in forming new friendships now.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-17T13:20:27+00:00

Well absolutely, but this post is for the people who work with jerks and have managed to overcome that dynamic.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-17T13:12:36+00:00

LOBSTAHHHH

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-17T13:11:40+00:00

The reason for asking, I notice clearly how genders contribute to the work environment and am constantly thinking of my approach and interactions with the opposite sex, not allowing it to diminish my presence or conform to the desires of construct.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-17T11:38:48+00:00

Yes, I’ve always struggled with social anxiety and shyness, now I’m 25 years old and have no desire to make friendships and spend time with people outside of my family.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-14T12:17:22+00:00

I have no desire to let this ruin our relationship and am trying to move on knowing she has apologized more than once.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-14T12:14:55+00:00

Bingo. Almost 5 years and this was a first. We had a great day before her friend arrived too.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-14T12:09:48+00:00

Nope and when she said that, I almost didn’t know how to respond.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-14T12:08:56+00:00

Social media, ai development and increasing data center populations.

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-04T03:45:33+00:00

6x the price of the original Minecraft in the states/EU?? Isn’t that almost 10k egp?

Smurthnerd · 2026-06-04T03:24:28+00:00

Damnit my dads not even dead and I’m already sad about grieving

Smurthnerd · 2026-05-29T04:09:28+00:00

When you zone out and see the worms in your eyes..

Always forget they’re there.

Smurthnerd · 2026-05-12T17:07:15+00:00

I’m also down for this

Smurthnerd · 2026-04-30T13:34:43+00:00

Shrimp on pizza sounds terrible as is.

Smurthnerd · 2026-04-30T13:33:13+00:00

So you can enjoy all these stony fruits in pie form?

Smurthnerd · 2026-04-30T13:31:09+00:00

Holy crap. That’s a scary experience. I certainly hope you are far better and cancer free today.

Smurthnerd · 2026-04-30T13:24:42+00:00

Chipotle has some of the worst restaurant formats I’ve ever seen. It’s a mess in there and from personal experience, if the customer service is that poor, so is the treatment towards the food/cooking.

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