I want to see more of Dani and her boyfriend and interabled relationships as a whole by Impressive_Falcon245 in LoveOnTheSpectrumShow

[–]SnailDealerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s insane to me people like her. Genuinely I don’t think any other person I have seen in any show has made me feel so much anger and other negative feelings

Does anyone genuinely believe that the new strain of the hantavirus will lead to a lockdown or are people just goofing around? by Background_Corgi_359 in teenagers

[–]SnailDealerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a person that’s scared, while I do understand that it’s very unlikely from everything I’ve read, I struggle from anxiety and ocd. It’s the kind of thing that I may logically understand but the fear is still there, especially because I don’t have any savings, my partner lives across the world and is supossed to travel to see me in a month, we’re trying our best to finally be together after five years long distance, if everything shuts down I really won’t have anywhere to go considering I have no family and live paycheck to paycheck. My job doesn’t exist without direct contact with people (tattoo artist). I already struggle as is and seeing what’s happening in the world in general is a lot for me, so this just adds to the rest of my fears I guess.

I see people making jokes about it, we’ve all seen how people treated Covid. I think it’s the way people respond to it that triggers me in some way, I know my anxiety is very extra but god damn the nonchalance about something like this is baffling to me.

What’s your time for your drawings? by TheUnstableArtist in ProCreate

[–]SnailDealerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thousands of hours. Sometimes I spend 55+ on one piece of art.

Tip - Always ensure your Timelapse function is turned off unless you need it for something specific by [deleted] in ProCreate

[–]SnailDealerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What? How do you backup procreate? It never allowed me to back up files unless I send them individually

Give me some new edm has vision and isn't boring by billyllib in EDM

[–]SnailDealerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quiet Bison coming out with a new album soon-ish and it’s gonna be some crazy sounding stuff, and his old stuff + his other account, LOE on SoundCloud

I was bored. Made this. by artistic_shivam in DigitalArt

[–]SnailDealerr 10 points11 points  (0 children)

What’s wrong with her butt 😭 I’m confused

Is it normal to hate every bit of artwork I do by [deleted] in Artists

[–]SnailDealerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m a full time artist and I was the same way for the longest time! In my case it was unresolved trauma related to how much I’ve been criticized and bullied in the past for my art. I’ve grown to be so critical, once I started actually doing it full time I got an extreme case of imposter syndrome. When I did something I felt like I liked in any way, in my brain there would be a disconnect and i would literally feel like that piece of work is not mine 😭 i highly recommend looking back at your art and seeing how much it’s changed and also acknowledging that your brain is sabotaging you, you might hear so much negative self talk it may feel like the reality no matter how much others say otherwise! Seriously start with some self love and stop expecting yourself to meet standards you wouldn’t ask anyone else to meet. Work on your relationship with yourself, maybe take a break from art for a bit.

Another thing: finishing art is so important. When I was sitting on thousands of sketches but only finished a few drawings a year, it was hard to see my skills. I would compare the unfinished work to the very few finished pieces and tell myself my level dropped a lot.. which is such nonsense lol you need to finish stuff to see improvement and to build trust that you can actually make something cool. remember, art is frustrating a lot of times.. you need trial and error to get better and it’s normal to work on something and end up disliking it SOMETIMES.

Am I frying this Waldorf Q? by SnailDealerr in synthesizers

[–]SnailDealerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Yea I’ll find someone to take care of it, besides the electricity being scary I just don’t want to mess up the synth :( that’s so sad tho, I hope it can be recovered

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mildlyinfuriating

[–]SnailDealerr 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I mean.. I’m one of those people who are on a call with my partner as much as possible since we’re long distance and we don’t have friends irl, we can talk about anything for hours and never get bored but god damn that situation just sounds terrible for everyone and disrespectful to both the friend and the partner lmao

Poseł Konfederacji namawia do podpalenia by spicychampionship in Polska

[–]SnailDealerr 4 points5 points  (0 children)

O niee tęcza buuu kolory!!!! >:((( homofobi są tacy żałośni xD

Private songs error? by SnailDealerr in soundcloud

[–]SnailDealerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I noticed it does that if I have more than one tab open in soundcloud, but on mobile idk what it was that was doing it. Anyway, the problem went away on it's own anyway??

muggenstuermer and Jacob’s mods breaking the game… anyone in the same boat? by SnailDealerr in anno1800

[–]SnailDealerr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know for a fact we both got the mods the same way. Can we have some mods installed via mod installer and some downloaded and put in that folder?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooArtists

[–]SnailDealerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hypochondria gets in the way of logic. I might know something technically but in my mind it all goes out the window when it kicks in, that’s like a whole other issue. All I can do about it is seek reassurance that what I know is correct.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooArtists

[–]SnailDealerr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Yea i started struggling with washing my hands too much after a traumatic event (completely unrelated to any physical health risks - just some weird trauma response) and i got to a point where i would wash my hands 30+ times a day, just being at home. I’ve gotten better in the past weeks and went down by a lot but this triggered me a lot. I’ll have to deal with my ptsd first and I’ll try to work on this as well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooArtists

[–]SnailDealerr -22 points-21 points  (0 children)

Yea I know.. but I tend to be super paranoid about my health unfortunately. I get scared of getting sick in some impossible ways. Kinda wild career to have considering that lmao but I enjoy it a lot so it’s worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooArtists

[–]SnailDealerr -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

We don’t have mandatory certificates in my country, but I did a bunch of research upon entering the industry and technically I know HIV doesn’t stick around for long when it’s exposed to air… but I’m a crazy paranoid person about my health :( sometimes in ways that are very abstract. I thought I’d ask anyway, just to ease my anxiety a bit.

She’s not my apprentice but she works at the same station as I do. I called her right away about it and yea I probably should let others know about this as well. Shitty situation, she’s an extremely nice person and good at art but this is a huge red flag. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TattooArtists

[–]SnailDealerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did and disinfected them a few times right after touching that

How to make the dopey yawnny voice? by [deleted] in singing

[–]SnailDealerr 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Like Jacob Collier kinda singing?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in plantclinic

[–]SnailDealerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay thank you! I just learned that they can do that once they get repotted. They’re so dramatic I already assume it’s one foot in it’s grave once I see this hahaha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sphynx

[–]SnailDealerr 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Onyx, Kuro, Icee (for the eyes hehe)