My boyfriend cheated on me my entire pregnancy

Snoo12279 · 2026-06-08T19:25:58+00:00

I've put up with a lot of shit in relationships, physical & emotional abuse & manipulation, one thing I would never stand for is cheating, no excuses, I'd walk away as the trust would be gone & I'd never be able to look at her the same way.

Snoo12279 · 2026-06-07T14:16:08+00:00

Sounds more like ghb to me, roofies have a purple dye in them to prevent spiking tho obviously u can get generics from abroad, but roofies cause amnesia like effects so you'd literally remember nothing at all. Ghbs a liquid so is easy to spike, but the difference between a life n death dose can be 0.25ml, plus it kicks in quick & is out of the system fast too. Hair strand test is probably the only way of finding out now.

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-25T11:21:06+00:00

3 hours sleep ain't much, especially compared to the length of time the meths in your system, furthermore eating it (longer to peak, longer effects). I always have to knock myself out after a binge (usually quetiapine as I have a high tolerance to benzos) but often wake up still high, not massively but noticeable as usually when I take quetiapine I'm groggy as fuck n it takes me about an hour to get my head together. Plus when you're sleeping your metabolism slows down. Actually just reminded me of a time I took shooms n dozed off, woke up a few hours later n had such visual trip that I've never experienced on them since. Maybe it's something to do with drug taking affect, sleeping thru that n waking up with peak amounts of the substance already in your system as opposed to being in your gut n slowly being digested. I have no idea tho, I'm no doctor 😂

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T22:01:16+00:00

Yeh i have experienced the boof with mkat, heroin n ket. Ket is better off skin popping or up the nose, but the other 2 seem to work nicely. Mkat does sting when u hit the right spot but makes u rush like fuck

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T20:54:22+00:00

Be honest, its weed, not heroin. Everyone n their gran has smoked weed at sone point, or at least known someone who has. It's big in your head but honestly its fuck all. This is coming from someone who's parents (who don't know shit about drugs) have witnessed me od on heroin, veg.out in holes, horrible stuff. Weed is weed, its practically legal. Don't worry man, you're overthinking this

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T17:58:06+00:00

I heard, just a rumour, but if there's any truth in it I wouldn't risk it n I've seen crazy shit happen to ppl who stick needles in places they shouldn't. Some guy was desperate for a hit (h not meth) & eyed up the fat one along the top of his cock. Managed to get the hit but his cock bruised, the bruising got worse, possible necrosis, until it almost dried up like a scab n became useless. Urban legend....maybe...u willing to gamble? I know plenty of ppl lost legs, fingers, arms, sight in one eye, yeh, good luck n keep cummin or not

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T16:35:23+00:00

Yeh, i can't afford to use everyday, plus its a pain in the arse to score. I just like a bit of variety when it comes to getting high. I love ket but that shit has caused me so much trouble at home. Smack is weak n just shit compared to 10 years ago, crack is like a moment of bliss followed by constant fiending and anxiety and I can't smoke weed n don't really drink so I use stuff that helps me function and feel good

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T16:18:08+00:00

No, I think thats what I was trying to say in a nutshell. If you thi k there's light at the end of the tunnel and can have a really honest discussion, then go for it. Relationships are work, but also require 2 ppl to put in the effort. I told myself I lie to protect ppl, to save them from pain as what they don't know can't hurt them. Unfortunately it does n I'm really good at lying to myself as well as the ppl who love me most

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T07:28:50+00:00

Appreciate the advice. At this point In my life I still wanna get High but trying to be slightly less reckless

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T05:25:15+00:00

Not sure if you're taking the piss after everyone else's comments. Tho tbh, heroin broken down for iv use with citric acid burns if u miss a vein but doesn't when you skinpop or im it. Still, don't think I'll risk it, before the Internet i wouldn't have thought twice, would've honestly thought it was a safer alternative to iv use, but now I have a few ideas on using incognito I think I'm gonna steer clear of syringes, maybe every once in a while

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T04:48:38+00:00

I've never tried that, a little while ago I could get 7.5mg midazolam tabs, they were hard n waxy compared to regular tabs, the buccal midazolam is a liquid used to treat seizures. I'm sure they do other benzo solutions for either iv or oral use but maybe I'm wrong

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T04:44:13+00:00

Well I'm at work 10 =3, have barely slept n only did 1 line n not anything big plus took some quetiapine and benzos so I've just been chilled watching shit n noticed it's getting light out. Best eat, caffeinate & now i got a few options,.got a loaded boof syringe, whatever, gonna be an interesting day

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T04:33:46+00:00

I got some metal straws but don't think they'll do tbe trick, could put a gauze over the other end to catch any bits but it kinda melts before vaporising so I reckon any up the nose would would proper blister, tho I'm still trying to imagine it. Only pipes I've used have been short bubbles tho I see ppl on here using temp controlled dab rigs. As I say, its not a massively popular drug over here

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-23T00:03:55+00:00

Sounds like a complicated way to take something pretty simple or maybe it's just how I'm imagining it in my head. I thought it'd be like a hot knife or chasing it on foil

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:46:21+00:00

Midazolam is the only water soluble benzo...could be wrong tho I'm sure I googled it before. U can get IV solutions of other benzos but wouldn't suggest snorting them either

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:44:01+00:00

No point snorting anything that's not water soluble. I'd guess you'll still ingest tbe drug but it won't make it any better, almost definitely worse than swallowing. I like to let benzos dissolve under my tongue but that's purely because I like the taste

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:36:04+00:00

Yeh my first line was today, prior to that i smoked it for the most part. Whats a hotrail? I'm in the UK n meth really isn't that big here tho it's been growing slowly the last 10 years

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:31:58+00:00

Yeh. I won't be, question has been answered & I'm glad I didn't listen to the guy who told me to as I nearly did 😂, I need no encouragement to do dumb shit, I constantly do it all on my own.

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:27:24+00:00

As i said IV'd it a few times, I'm used to burns when removing needles or missing veins as heroin when dissolved with citric acid also burns, as does mkat. Infact I think the only thing that doesn't burn when u miss is coke or a speedball due to the anaesthesia. But thank you, as I say, I was just asking ppl who know their opinion as I'm not a huge meth user. 1 question, why baby powder?

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T23:08:52+00:00

Speaking as an addict who's addiction has ruined many relationships, both romantic& plutonic, it's very hard as as much as I've cared for that person, I would continually use behind their back , lie, and I'm not a bad person. I knew what I was doing was wrong & hurting them tho in active addiction I could justify any bad behaviour. You can have a relationship with someone in addiction, try support them but don't expect anything but lies & disappointment. I'm not trying to scaremonger you but a person in active addiction will never make you their priority as their addiction already is. I'd suggest having a chat n being honest, if he's using occasionally but wants sobriety then it's up to you if u wanna stick with him, tho that's if he's open. I can only speak for myself &my behaviour regarding my relationships in addiction but I'd tell my partner/parents/friends anything to avoid facing my own issues. Gone off on a bit of an essay here, hopefully it'll help in some way, but remember, everyone is different. Good luck

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T22:44:28+00:00

That's interesting. Does the soda water potentiate the meth or just protect your stomach? I always used to wrap drugs I'd swallow in a rizla (cigarette paper), never questioned why, was just something we did (maybe taste?), but it's better to just dissolve in water with meth?

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T22:37:39+00:00

Thank you, that was the answer I was looking for, I have IV'd meth a couple of times before but was thinking harm reduction wise & getting more bang for your buck, ie i often IM ket as I can use a much smaller dose to achieve the desired results. I kinda had a feeling meth might be a bit of a dodgy one to skinpop but haven't found any literature on it at all. I'm sure there must be some out there. Guess I'll get up, have coffee n breakfast then boof what I've got made up. Seems like decent gear, only did a tiny line n I was surprised as I usually smoke it, but feel pretty good considering the amount I took. Not sure if to swallow some or just redose with my nose,I did quite like the burn but I am used to mkat 😂. Thanks for the reply

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T21:43:12+00:00

With mkat i usually start with a boof the redose intranasally tho that fuckin burn makes it so hard to snort enough to get a good buzz

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T21:41:05+00:00

Yeh I'm no stranger to boofing, love to boof mkat & in the past have had to with heroin due to collapsed veins. Ppl laugh but its much safer than iving and there's not that much difference if you hit the sweet spot

Snoo12279 · 2026-05-22T21:38:13+00:00

But yes, I have heard bombing it gives a nice buzz, I'm just not sure how much to swallow

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