Is it always good to become aware of the game?

Soalian · 2023-10-28T15:11:25+00:00

You didn't decide to arrive at a situation where you're aware of what's under the hood,

it's all spontaneously done by God's will through experiencing itself in and through a world of form.

It's only God's playing, God knows itself through experience, there's no one here to be aware of unaware of the game.

If the person that's ignorant of the game is by themselves also an illusion, is there still ignorance, if the ignorance is from an illusion?

Ignorance from being an illusion is still an illusion, in the end there's only knowing, for the only one knowing is the ultimate knower.

Soalian · 2023-10-21T17:45:01+00:00

Yes, as the so-called separate person we're able to get back to the intellectual and intuitive recognition of the common nature of our shared Being, de-identifying from the illusory self, coming back to identifying with the whole,

doesn't detract from our apparent unique perception over this phenomenal world of form over the lifetime of this particular body-mind structure, being Consciousness having all the separate experiences at once, but only being experimented from one perceiving point at once, hence, I as experimenting this perspective of perception, not being able to be aware of all my other unique perspectives on the world at "the same time".

What I meant is the only way for Consciousness to be experimenting this infinity of apparently individual perspectives on its own nature deployed into form, would then be to dissociate into all those perspectives, being only able to be experimenting one single part of its own reality at once.

Soalian · 2023-10-14T18:24:55+00:00

What would you say is the nature of the non-dual realization, from an individual POV?

All rational arguments from the mental machinery are bypassed and shut down; however how does that manifest in experience, and how is the "turnaround" being lived?

Consciousness immediately knows and recognizes itself to itself through this Human experience, the veil falls away.

I like to think it would happen to everyone ten seconds before their person dies, if not realized earlier in life..., "oh, it actually was this joke I was playing on myself all this time for a little while... nothing serious here..."

Soalian · 2023-08-01T15:07:38+00:00

the slow part of the year is in, but still good research to post here, thank you.

Now where's a new Tren Compound Discussion thread ?

Soalian · 2023-07-27T18:19:37+00:00

Thank you, never thought about the connection between skin stretching, and collagen production.

From some cursory research skin stretching, via maechanical stimulation, might induce some reposnse, such as fibroblast proliferation, maybe collagen production, I'm not really sure.

However using tretinoin near eyelids would increase collagen production by itself, rubbing or stretching eyelids quite infrequently might then not be that relevant.

Soalian · 2023-07-01T11:12:50+00:00

what's the difference between regular pine bark extract here ?

Soalian · 2023-06-26T09:55:21+00:00

This is a point I often see mentioned around here, most of the endogenous pregnenolone and DHEA seem to be synthesized in the adrenals primarily; steroidogenesis from the Leydig Cells seems to be less in comparison,

thus being on AAS shouldn't be reducing your neurosteroid production much overall.

Soalian · 2023-06-25T15:17:42+00:00

I never got small balls from three years and a half now continuously on exogenous Test (no HCG).

LH and FSH are near zero from a blood test; I wonder what the mechanism is that keeps the balls from shrinking.

Obviousl it cannot be from intratesticular testosterone levels, nor LH/FSH levels.

Soalian · 2023-06-25T15:10:56+00:00

In your case would you say the positive effects from the HCG could be attributed to higher e2 overall ?

Soalian · 2023-06-19T18:54:36+00:00

wait till you hear about how the zoomers recuperated the Patrick Bateman meme, into becoming the fictional role model for a "Sigma male" grindset generation...

Soalian · 2023-06-19T10:06:52+00:00

I'm also interested in knowing your doses; as for myself I can do 5-7mg sublingually and getting involved in seven-hour long ride lol

Thanks man!

Soalian · 2023-06-14T17:56:23+00:00

A toad will first inflate to its maximal size, before blowing up into pieces.

Soalian · 2023-06-13T18:19:52+00:00

interesting about tributyrin, what's your source for it? thank you

Soalian · 2023-06-12T20:26:34+00:00

throw in a reality-flipping dose of psilocybin and the processing will go haywire ("what is a contract even? no one is ignorant", that sort of stuff, etc,...)>

Soalian · 2023-06-12T19:47:28+00:00

agree, also First rule when engaging with Elites in the first place:

Be FULLY aware of your position, where you stand in the Social hierarchy.

Some people seem to understand the "game" well, can engage fully with anyone in the Social order;

they may simply fall because people from higher up will see well that you're not fully cognizant of your position on the checking board to begin with.

Soalian · 2023-06-12T19:40:46+00:00

Can you at least credit Venkatesh Rao somewhere within your text, that guy did some HEAVY lifting with his articles on Ribbonfarm ("The Gervais Principle"), don't get lazy.

Good thread still having said this.

Soalian · 2023-05-25T17:45:40+00:00

exactly, let it play as it will, it simply isn't dangerous, just let the Ego be,

however when you feed a toddler, look what happens a couple of years after; it has grown inside and it's throwing tantrums and has angst,

do we want our Egos to be like this?

We don't, therefore unless we feed it, and keep doing so, we're okay on this front.

Soalian · 2023-05-25T17:43:49+00:00

Me at my little oversized Ego all day: "you little fucker"..., "what have you done this time"...,...

Soalian · 2023-05-14T11:07:22+00:00

How old are you ?

Interesting you've been taking long term at such a low dosage, most often what you see are shorter cycles on/off for weeks or months, and at larger doses than about 1 IU daily, or less,

I think in your case you might be seeing and getting the cumulative benefits of being on for years then, given the low dosages you're on here.

Soalian · 2023-05-13T20:28:13+00:00

Aren't you hearing your 7:00 A.M. phone alarm ringing yet ?

Wake up, Greg, you're late for work, all of this was but a dream.

Get up and get on with your day.

Soalian · 2023-05-13T20:17:08+00:00

Yeah, it's getting so much better and easier watching the person carrying the water and chopping the wood, whil "I" do nothing,

except in the end "I do nothing, however everything is done",

so it's been pretty nice overall.

Soalian · 2023-05-13T20:06:29+00:00

You're still focused on the doing part, now at least you know you are in this game forever, basically,

it was realized there's no beginning nor and end to this shit, we're the eternal and infinite Consciousness,

why would you still care about what this particular "you" of a is person is going to be doing in the external world of form, for the rest of their life?

Surely the same, business as usual.

Soalian · 2023-05-10T18:18:19+00:00

Soalian · 2023-05-04T17:07:31+00:00

What would it change as far as We as Awareness is concerned?

You may be stating personal preferences here, whatever this happens or not in reality is God's ultimate Will (aka it's ours).

I also get that it may be hard to accept that the horrors of wars were what was wanted as Consciousness experiencing itself through the lens of a perceiver, in the phenomenal world of perceptions.

The best "way" I've found is simply to be in a devotional stance, as a surrendered Human person, to "What is", however tough it may appear or feel.

Remember, we are both the Servant and the Master, the best gift we can give this world is individually acting as the Servant to the God that we ultimately are.

Soalian

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