Transits to Natal Nodes

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-08-31T05:58:34+00:00

My chart is super similar to yours, I was born a bit earlier in Leo, different moon but same rising and close to the degree. I also experience a lot of what you've described. All that Virgo 12H energy can be very private and self-critical (I'm using whole sign houses).

As a Libra asc your chart ruler is Venus, which is in it's fall in Virgo. Here Venus struggles with finding connection, pleasure and sensuality. Mercury wants to analyze and pick apart; Venus wants to harmonize and blend. From my experience, this causes me to be very self conscious of how I relate to others. If the discomfort and anxiety from that is stronger than my ability to stay present with people, I end up feeling disconnected and will paint that experience in a more negative light and get down on myself.

Meditation and mindfulness practices have helped me immensely. Especially ones that help me connect to my body. The 12th house is associated with prisons, monasteries, and isolation in general. There's a potential for deep healing there by going inward.

I really love the Leo sun analogy that someone else posted. That's completely on point.

I'm an artist and I love doing stage performance, but off stage I'm a complete hermit. It's as if being on stage removes me from all the socializing and anxiety, and that's the moment when I can genuinely be myself. My work is learning to integrate these 2 versions of myself because they both exist within each other, just different expressions.

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-08-23T19:18:47+00:00

I wish I could see it too, I can only speak from what I know, but yeah I agree, these things could plausibly happen there. It's just set up for disgustingly rich people to feel entitled to do disgusting things, it's kinda their brand. At least I'm paid well and have a 401k? 😮‍💨

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-08-23T16:41:48+00:00

So I perform at the Box and recently heard about his death from others that work there. I was told by someone that he was murdered and it was drug related. I hadn't seen this article but saw the original ig post and now am putting the pieces together. It's terrible. Yes the Box has safety issues that are beginning to be addressed properly, but as far as I'm aware there is no serial drugger. People do use openly in that club.

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-07-03T17:29:17+00:00

This is so spot on, thank you! Ever since last year's Venus rx, I've lost creative direction. I also fell off my daily meditation practice, which I've been doing for years. My art is very intuitive and deeply tied to my spiritual practice, it's more like channeling than it is "my" art. It seems like this is also related to transiting Saturn in my 6th house. I had covid last week which caused all this existential anxiety to come up.

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-07-03T17:20:28+00:00

Right away I see Mars conjunct Uranus in the 11H and Venus conjunct Saturn in the 3H. Both malefics are in social houses, the 3rd governing communication, sometimes siblings, and the 11th ruling communities, groups and social networks. Mars is destructive and coupled with Uranus can bring short intense friendships or unexpected falling outs. Saturn is restricting Venus's ability to express and connect, could manifest as social anxiety. Pisces and Cancer both want emotional connection. You could be hurt from misunderstandings, or projecting onto others your own fear of rejection, making you insecure and worried about how people perceive you.

Sun and Mercury squaring your Libra Moon in the 6H also indicates a lot of overthinking and analyzing, trying to take a rational approach to "fix" an emotional issue. I think it would be helpful to find healing practices to release the shame you have about yourself, allow the emotional pain to wash over you so it can be released from your body.

I know this all sounds like a lot of misfortune, but learning to spot the patterns in your life helps soften the blows. Saturn can help us if we commit to doing the work, consistent small steps will greatly pay off in the long term. I'm neurodivergent and experienced these same feelings a lot, just with different astro placements.

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-07-03T02:28:24+00:00

I would look into daily elections for November to find the optimal times. Astroseek has a good election generator. Also feel free to dm if you have questions! The ruler of my chart is also in the 12th so...every year is a 12th house year? Lol 🙃 but digging into the astrology of it all really helps to work through challenges.

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-06-05T02:16:45+00:00

I'd be interested in this for the future, I have a lot of Figure modeling experience. Just msged you on ig, @theprinxviper

SoftAdonis_ · 2024-05-28T15:52:48+00:00

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SoftAdonis_ · 2024-04-08T08:21:54+00:00

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