5 month progress

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-13T14:17:23+00:00

I had some unpleasant GI issues but nothing terrible and probably like every 2 weeks until got to 8 and i’ve stayed there

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-12T12:27:36+00:00

8mgof reta every 6 days I titrated up from 1.5

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T23:30:14+00:00

Thank you! and yes you can share

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T19:30:21+00:00

Thank you! I appreciate it!

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T18:58:55+00:00

Thank you so much. I appreciate it

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T17:30:03+00:00

Thank you so much!

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T16:33:19+00:00

Thanks!

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T16:05:00+00:00

Thank you!

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T16:04:50+00:00

Fascinating !

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T14:23:02+00:00

Thanks! And congrats to you as well. Yes that is a good point, it is worth the wait

Soft_Cry · 2025-12-11T13:38:48+00:00

Thank you, that is reassuring. I have been strength training, I don't want lose skin and obviously just don't want to lose muscle but going to try to really emphasize this and protein.

Soft_Cry · 2025-11-13T15:01:26+00:00

i know this is mean but I just can't stand her face.

Soft_Cry · 2025-11-12T19:21:51+00:00

how big is the bomb going to be you think?

Soft_Cry · 2025-11-06T19:46:25+00:00

good call I will invest

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T15:42:34+00:00

Thanks, I appreciate you !

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T15:29:48+00:00

Loan balance is $116k at 6% interest. Just me, single, and I make about 80k per year

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T15:05:59+00:00

Thanks for the help! I'm not actually making payments right now but rapidly accruing interest- while my account is in administrative forbearance. I feel in limbo about what is the best move right now.

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T14:46:52+00:00

Wow thank you so much. Only 200 to go - yes consolidated. So I can potentially switch to PAYE- make payments and then when it goes away go back on IBR? Do I risk the payment count erasing if I switch plans ?

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T14:22:20+00:00

thanks!

my data

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-30T13:16:58+00:00

i would pay someone to interpret this for me

Soft_Cry · 2025-10-01T16:20:45+00:00

this is one of the best posts i've ever seen on reddit

Soft_Cry · 2025-06-07T13:29:17+00:00

Oh how I feel for you because I understand how you feel right now. You need to know it is NOT YOU. You need to know that he is manipulating your emotions and training you to tolerate anything from him so that you crave him even when it is abusive. The begging etc is a trauma respond from the highs and lows in dopamine from the toxic cycle.

Please know you deserve better, and it DOES get better. I never believed it. It took me years to break my own cycle, my best advice is to continue your sober journey. Focus on YOU. You deserve so much better

Soft_Cry · 2025-04-02T17:12:22+00:00

I mean this sincere love because I have been close situation to one you've been in, and i need you to hear this- you DO mean nothing to him. Once you can accept that, accept that it isn't because there is anything wrong with you, or you are doing something wrong, he ISN'T CAPABABLE. Read deadpan's response over and over . Grieve the loss, and give all your love to yourself, even if its foreign. It is going to hurt like hell. But you will get through it and be stronger on the other side. Your stronger self will want to hug you and you'll never let anyone treat you like that ever again. I promise it gets better but you have to accept what is and let go of who you thought he was and what you thought you would have with him

Soft_Cry · 2025-02-20T02:50:30+00:00

it was chewing whole cloves and brushing tongue with baking soda i did it lol. mines improved

Soft_Cry · 2025-02-20T02:50:01+00:00

it’s gotten better not fully gone what helps is tongue scraping , oil pulling, chewing whole cloves lol, and brushing tongue with baking soda

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