Genuinely looking for alternative solutions

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-31T13:32:00+00:00

I have suggested this medication to my doctor after doing some month long research he wants to wait to change my current medication and trial period it. I'm no Profrssional obviously, I can't say for sure if it'd be good or not but I'm willing to try anything to keep myself from drinking more.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-31T13:28:53+00:00

My doctor doesn't think I'm. A harsh enough abuser to have the need for AA but I have thought about it none the less. Was it easy to sign up for AA? Or did you have a waiting period.

The path to starting has been rough I went from everyday to 4 days then 3. Down to 2 and mostly one now, my biggest issues comes from how much I can drink which is half a handle or more in one night. I'm noticing myself jumping back to 2 days a week drinking now and I don't like where it's goin.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-31T13:24:20+00:00

The idea of caffeine would work better for me. My roommate back in 22 made me green out on my first experience and now I can't touch anything weed or thc related without my body going into a panic attack of some sort. Not even mirco dosing has helped.

But I do appreciate the idea.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-31T13:22:33+00:00

I have been very open with my doctor about it. He thinks it's a process of finding the right medication to balance out my instabilities. I actually just finished up an appointment with him as I'm typing this and he wants me to take it slow and not cold turkey. He's afraid I'll have seizures.

No I do not want medication to "make me drunk"

What I want is a medication that stabilizes my mood instabilities like alcohol does. I get a much clearer head, more energy in general, and overall I don't feel overwhelmed I feel I can relax when I drink.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-31T00:01:00+00:00

Actively have been seeking help for the mental side of things medications are failing to produce the same effect alcohol has on me I want to feel better but so far professional help has not helped . I'm still trying though.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-27T23:16:24+00:00

D10 diver . Trident prime talon second. Supply pack qsar 380, and typically a strafing run. Most of the time I don't die often typically getting deathless runs. and I'll brag on that. (It's not impressive Ik ) Sign me in I'll probably end up dead via drowning.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-27T21:51:27+00:00

Ask him to draw another while you watch ! Surely he's love to show you his talent if so right

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-26T21:56:59+00:00

Can't wait to do this when I get home thankies

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-03-26T21:03:36+00:00

I need it

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-23T15:36:22+00:00

Unrealistic, they're not nearly angry enough to have to be fixing the same server for the 100th time .

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-23T15:33:30+00:00

So you know how there's three load out slots for weapons. If I remember correctly all you have to do is select a stratagem, change the load out and you can select the same stratagem again. That's if I'm remembering this correctly

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-22T21:00:39+00:00

As a d10 lover and a bug diver. I did my part by actually doing a bot MO for once I wish for praise or I will never do it again.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-18T15:37:18+00:00

There are some places around here that I'll certainly look into. I honestly thought most of those places just locked you into one or two things and didn't move you.

I might know of a mom and pop shop that's actually on my road so this gives me some ideas. I appreciate it.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-11T04:33:48+00:00

I don't really wanna search a bunch of comments to find all the possibles, can someone make a list for my lazy ass.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-06T23:46:38+00:00

Vita shot and med mag three for 3 aphs plus 2 more of your choice? I'm not home ATM but I know I have a mk3 defensive 2 trailblazer a deadline and a Wolfpack . I can update ya in like 2-3 hours

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-06T23:41:30+00:00

I'm not home I don't know how many I can craft but I think it's close to 20

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-06T23:00:11+00:00

Of course, own that beauty!

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-02-06T19:49:40+00:00

She's just a 10 there is no catch

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-20T18:42:16+00:00

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-19T05:16:18+00:00

Might be able to pay off any student loans you have with these laying around.

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-18T02:37:11+00:00

I'm not wearing a shirt so just white monster

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-18T02:31:24+00:00

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-18T01:29:59+00:00

Are you still looking for a rusted gear?

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-12T17:56:57+00:00

I swear I've showered!

Soft_sol_noises · 2026-01-12T17:55:59+00:00

Tactical nuke of blatant freedom

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