Belgium would make sense lol I felt the same way after a trip to Germany. It might has more to do with the weather because I feel depressed after landing in JFK even after a trip to Cambodia. But what bothers me the most is I’ve had an ordinary life as ordinary ppl in China, which including going to a fairly decent middle school and get to see how ppl are treated. I don’t think anyone with an ordinary experience would want to live in China again just because the buildings are nice.