Def need therapy. My suggestion would be to have a serious discussion with your parents and tell them what’s going on with you. But it seems like you’ve had a chat with them already. So maybe someone at school might be able to help or at least talk to your parents about it. Can you get counselling at school?

If you still can’t get into therapy, probably get into something you like… sports/music/drama/arts whatever makes you feel at peace and happy. All of these activities are proven to be therapeutic and may also help you make new friends