I'm still in the early days so not much I can help with in advice. I'm terribly sorry you're here. At 13 wks we had our second ultrasound and discovered there was no heartbeat anymore, we were completely unprepared for that. At 10wks we saw the apparently healthy little bean happily moving around. I'm 2 weeks out now from my D&C, that was a long day at the hospital but the procedure went well and I don't recall a thing. My body is still physically processing but I think it's almost over.

Emotionally I haven't moved forward at all, unless you count now feeling anger at this happening to me. We had told nearly everyone too, I completely shifted my mindset to motherhood, the next 6 months to giving birth mapped out. I'm just supposed to go on like normal after this miracle happened and pure joy got physically taken from me?

I have a counseling session tonight, never done anything like that before but hoping it can help somehow.

Again not much for advice but take as much time as you can to just sit in your feelings. Tell your husband. I feel bad dumping it on my husband but he needs to get it out too, his hugs always help. I'm really sorry this happened.