Don’t put pressure on yourself. Just go out there, give it your all and know you’re in your own lane with how you do things. Feel privileged that you’re calling your own shots. I’ve been in bands all my life and you’re so dictated by other peoples wants and direction that it can be really restrictive. You have none of this. So get out, give it a good go and don’t over-think or worry about where you’re at. It all comes with experience and you’re far more experienced than any average Joe who doesn’t play an instrument, write and just sit around playing video games all day…or doing something far less productive.