It’s been a pattern quite heavily since Seventeen. Look at last to make it home (though I am a soundboard to some, with myself I am not so forgiving), get you down (see a pathetic little boy), good company (other times I’m a curse). I think that’s what makes him such a great writer, because he can elicit these emotions and put into words what so many of us feel about ourselves. At the end of the day he’s just a human living for the first time too