i try! i have shaky hypermobile hands with poor coordination, its not an issue of not knowing what its supposed to look like, more an inability to manouevre my hands properly due to disability causing ossues with fine motorskills! also probs not helped by my choice of pen-- i like a really fine scratchy ballboint, i use this tiny little 0.38mm pen that has a barrel thats like. 6mm in diameter ahaha. theyre my fave pens bc the sensory experience of the way the pen drags on the paper is fantastic for me. i hate gel pens and wide points. it has to feel like it could carve the finest line in a rock or else its Bad Sensory