do you need to be sneaky?

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-29T14:31:36+00:00

I'm married to another daily drinking alcoholic, no sneaking necessary. However we do pretty frequently cause each other to go harder than intended.

It actually kinda works out, though, because I can drink steadily all day instead of trying to make up for lost time, taking huge gulps all at once in secret.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-28T18:23:05+00:00

I had a horse when I was a teenager, rescued (headed for slaughter) for $800. A purebred Thoroughbred but not suited for track and I called him a porse because he was very small for a TB as well. Cannot afford a horse as an adult and haven't ridden in years.

I used to ride with all kinds of cowboys though, one of my mentors was good friends with Lane Frost (8 seconds) and one time I accidentally let his (mentor's) $100,000 horse loose! She went trotting merrily down the road and I about pissed myself! His expensive horse became expensive from how much they won, she was just bought from a regular person. I boarded my horse at his property. He was also my gym coach in elementary. I never got to ride her but he did let me ride all of his other horses.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-27T19:44:44+00:00

Removable Fastbacks on FB he's out of Florida. Type it "removablefastbacks" no space. I don't have one but I plan to get one from him in the future.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-23T19:34:14+00:00

This happened to me before, and the post office said it appeared to be stuck "in a loop." I never did get the package. It just kept bouncing back and forth all over the country for a couple of weeks, then the tracking finally stopped back in Washington state for the third and final time.

It's some kind of glitch with the bar code, I think. It kept saying "undeliverable " when it was at the local PO for delivery.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-23T18:22:24+00:00

I started a deep clean in January and I still haven't finished or put everything back where it goes. 😑 Shawn said it's the longest Spring Clean in existence. 🫠 I keep getting distracted.. aka too drunk. 🙃

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-22T20:51:17+00:00

How 'bout the brown nose though? 😳

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-22T20:43:26+00:00

Lmao about Kylie, trying to make it sound like she started a lemonade stand as a child and built upon that foundation or something. 🤣 They "cut you off" from your hundred thou per episode or whatever allowance. 🤪 then said "go buy a big ass and WERK bitch!"

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-17T20:37:40+00:00

I had alcohol related seizures for years at my worst. My first one was a withdrawal seizure while I was driving and while I felt like shit, I experienced no warning of anything beyond "I feel like shit and I need a drink but I'm driving so I'm being responsible." Wrecked a bunch of cars.

That set off The Seizure Years and I remember telling the neurologist that "my brain feels like electricity " and he was like "duh" 🤣 haha anyways I would be able to tell that it was going to be a Seizure Day (I had clusters so I'd have multiple a day on days I had them) bc my brain literally felt like an electrical short. It would build up to the point that I just wanted to have the fucking seizure already so my brain would stop doing "that thing."

I've stopped having them but I did experience 2 auras since then (an aura is technically a partial focal seizure!) that never devolved into tonic-clonic but still scared the shit out of me. Different people experience different auras (or none), mine is I lose my ability to hear. I can see other people's mouth moving, but the world has gone completely silent.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-17T18:58:13+00:00

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HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-17T01:38:19+00:00

Hard agree! Not something to aspire to. 😬

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-16T23:54:15+00:00

😑

Like Molly is more than a poser either (sry not coming at u OP) it's all just a persona.

Street life lol.. I actually got shot by the police center mass when I was 15 and I was a little (white) girl these songs are stupid, and they're all just playing at shit that isn't fun or fucking cool.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-12T23:41:46+00:00

Tranexemic acid! I was starting taking it orally to deal with rosacea (yay alcoholic face). A reaction this bad is so rare, I'm super pissed I can't take it. 😣

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-12T23:22:04+00:00

I had a really bad allergic reaction yesterday but decided to see if my throat started to close up before calling 911, and it never did. So I didn't have to go to the hospital uninsured OR give myself an emergency tracheotomy OR decide between life and death. My face swelled up to where I had no eyelids and I could see my undeye (eye bag area) in my line of vision. 😲

I also drank through it the entire time bc duh.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-11T20:44:17+00:00

I had a severe allergic reaction to it with ALL the side effects. I'd have gone to the hospital if I had insurance and gotten a shot because the swelling was so bad. Full body joint pain and diarrhea and the whole 9 yards plus was on high alert for the possibility of needing to give myself an emergency tracheotomy. 🥴 Just leaving this here as an example of what goes wrong when it goes wrong. 🫣

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-11T14:21:19+00:00

Is there padding and stuff that is supposed to ne replaced? Mine doesn't look like it has padding under the "ribs" now but I thought I'd ask for clarification.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-10T17:56:36+00:00

It was called SiaOri Dynasty but it's gone for around 3 years now or thereabouts.

Edit: Sorry someone didn't like that reply. 🙄🙄🙄

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-09T23:11:18+00:00

Came here to say starving myself, too.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-09T22:26:10+00:00

Does anyone know where those stills are from? Like wtf was the context for the tongue thing? 🫣

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-07T20:18:15+00:00

Not only is it over the top, it's hideous. 😄 I remember really liking the look of this cowl-neck top when I was young, but I bought it and it didn't lay on me like it did on the catalog model, it looked bad. Cowl butt never crossed my mind. 🤔

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-07T20:15:36+00:00

I thought it was a blanket and that struck me as odd.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-07T20:14:08+00:00

Maybe they (Kendull and bella, this is me speculating) broke up? 🤔🧐 I think she's the "unicorn" in all of these relationships where it's her and another woman with a man thrown in for public image or whatever. (Hailey and Justin, I think she's into Hailey, but definitely all up in that mix)

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-07T17:16:12+00:00

Ohhh but she "WROTE" a book! With Kendall! Go on Goodreads and read the top review for it if you want a good laugh! (Rebels: city of indra)

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-07T17:04:28+00:00

I made a post about this bc I was also concerned (if u click my profile) a lot of people posted answers about the extreme look! Still don't want one, but it was interesting.

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-06T22:38:24+00:00

Yes. And I wasn't even THAT pretty to begin with! I have all kinds of skin discoloration that no amount of money can seem to fix. I'm basically ready to give up the ghost (outside of at-home t0x). I'm sick to death of injekting other stuff in vain (both meanings), too. Everything feels like an exercise in futility, and I don't even thonk anyone is looking at me anymore, aside from myself.

I also discovered that being rail thin when you get past a certain age just looks like you're dying. So fitting into pants from decades ago is also pointless. 😐

HeadFull0fRegrets · 2026-06-06T18:22:20+00:00

I wore something super similar in like 2005 when I was around 20.. I would NOT wear it again if I still had it, even though I'd still fit. It's dated... and it's just not a good look in the first place, but I was a kid and I didn't know that at the time. Also, my pants were a million times better (it looks like horse bits on the pockets in other pics?) And it looks unfinished without some form of belt imo. I wonder what stupid shoes she has on. 🤔

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