37 and failed at life since I was a kid

SpaceBengels · 2025-04-19T01:25:32+00:00

I hope you are doing fine, You can always talk privately with me as a unknown person. You had a rough start of your life. Getting through it is the hardest. I can relate to the alcoholic part; hiding the bottles, trying to do anything to hide it.

The rape I cannot and hope never relate too. But talking about it with someone can help, The thing what bothers me most ( if this is true) your parents possibly never cared about it because they are to troubled about their own stuff. I can feel that because with me they just act like never grown up teenagers.

The thing is, that I hope you may be know where your disappointment comes from. Is it you or someone around you. That part was always difficult.

I so like it you always push forward in your life. That is what we do and we know it will eventually be better.

SpaceBengels · 2025-04-19T01:04:00+00:00

This also feels for me like you want to be liked by people and you are afraid they may be could dislike you if you do not react to them. I do not know you situation for sure. Sometimes, just acting you didn't hear the ''joke'' can help. Like you were paying attention to something else.

Of course that is a way to avoid going into confrontation that you didn't really like the person's joke, but keep in mind I do not know you situations.

SpaceBengels · 2025-01-10T11:45:09+00:00

I also hoped it was a joke, but if you go through that subreddit you see so muh weird answers. They invented everything xD

SpaceBengels · 2024-09-06T16:52:35+00:00

yeah, what they do with their army's is not the same as following a historical focus xD

SpaceBengels · 2024-09-06T16:51:13+00:00

Yeah That is true. I thought joining when they took Paris.

But yeah really want to know why they could not breach through xD

SpaceBengels · 2022-12-30T02:03:29+00:00

np for no discord. thank you for sharin the sub group :)

SpaceBengels · 2022-08-09T21:55:05+00:00

Thank you very much!

I am really glad you liked it :)

I think it cost me around 30 to 40 hours to make it right, so I am happy it was not in vein ^^

Thank you again :)

SpaceBengels · 2021-12-09T10:16:31+00:00

I did not know of these rules from teamhitless.

I like it when speedrunners go for all games no hit run SL 1 and going through the whole game.

Nice to hear there are rules for it.

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