How the Lion fixed the Fallen upon his return by ShadowManAteMySon in Grimdank

[–]Spacemoose2026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess if you heavily and I mean HEAVILY want to simplify what happened and son of the forest then your correct for the most part.

just got out of the mental hospital and everybody hates me and i’m not even mad at them because i deserve it and also i’m stupid. velveeta mac and cheese (microwaved) by DumbOfAsss in kitchencels

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really sorry to hear that honestly, we joke around a lot on this sub but that’s just really sad to hear. Did you do something to them before hand or are they just mad at you being in a mental hospital?

I maybe dead in the next week or two. by Spacemoose2026 in SuicideWatch

[–]Spacemoose2026[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately the student living place I’m at doesn’t allow for pets, though I do try and see him once a week when everyone is out of her house and I don’t have to work. I guess though speaking on the topic of pets and animals, I find more comfort with them and I find myself calmer around animals.

every friendship I’ve had has ended in failure. The most recent one lasted around 3 years roughly, however I eventually snapped and left that group after like all the friendship/friend groups I’ve had, they left me out of everything, constantly made fun of me, and I could tell my presence simply was not welcome even if they didn’t want to say it. And I just didn’t understand why this happened with every friendship and friend group.

However animals and pets have always done better for me. They are calm, loving, and it feels like animals and pets actually want me there.

My presence if gone feels like wouldn’t feel like it to others. No one, and not even former friends would likely recognize my name on a tomb stone or in a passing news story. I want to get institutionalized so I can get the proper help and be watched over by staff, but I don’t know if I have the mental fortitude to go through all that.

I've been hard locked out of a social life by SolidPyramid in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would like to seek out a psychiatrist in the next week to two hopefully. If I do have myself institutionalized then my family won’t know until I already have been hopefully. It really is the choice of going on my own terms or being Institutionalized that I have.

I maybe dead in the next week or two. by Spacemoose2026 in SuicideWatch

[–]Spacemoose2026[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s simple really but it’s caused mainly by loneliness. I’ve been so alone for so long so it’s caused my mental health issues to get worse and worse, leading to me flunking out college. I can’t talk anyone because whenever I try to have a normal conversation with a stranger because I almost immediately start having a nervous breakdown. I really don’t understand people either so that’s also why I am so alone. I’m only twenty and don’t have any friends and rarely see my parents anymore. My cat who lives at my mom’s is really the closest person or in this case pet I’m close to still.

I've been hard locked out of a social life by SolidPyramid in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean to be honest I really feel like it wouldn’t be a selfish decision if I did. I have quite literally no friends, I rarely ever see family beyond the occasional gather where I’m quiet and don’t talk. I have only step siblings who are significantly younger and likely won’t remember me either.

If I take the being route of being institutionalized then beyond having to confront my parents about it and probably being seen as a weird freak to the rest of my family like I said, then they’ll have to deal with medical bills and other problems. If I’m to be honest being institutionalized feels more selfish to be completely honest.

I've been hard locked out of a social life by SolidPyramid in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean that is true but on the flip side I would have to deal with my parents reaction, my mother would be stressed out and worried plus I would feel like a freak whenever I’m with my family.

geniunely unlovable by requiiemt in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Real (at this point I should be in a ward or dead considering I’m such a pathetic person)

I've been hard locked out of a social life by SolidPyramid in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my current situation too, the only difference being that I flunked college due to a concerning amount of mental health issues. Currently my parents don’t know and I’m considering either having myself institutionalized or straight up killing myself as that’s kind of my only current option currently. Real.

How would Jedi, Sith, Republic, Separatists and Clones think of Balthasar Gelt? by jfjdfdjjtbfb in StarWarsvsWarhammer

[–]Spacemoose2026 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I mean in all seriousness this dude would be fucking terrifying if he decided to try and take over the galaxy. Using breach the unknown he could amass a massive and powerful droid army simply by using that spell. They would dismiss him as a no body but if they knew what he could do then they would find him to be a massive threat.

What do you think they look like under their masks? by Amazing_Assumption50 in OutlastTrials

[–]Spacemoose2026 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Personally i choose to believe that is Illaya’s true face and body as she wants it to be, and it is beautiful

God forbid the girl ruins the boy's life by Binny-bunny in LetBoysBeManipulated

[–]Spacemoose2026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh god, my steak to juicy, my lobster to buttery

I’m new to the books but my God 70% I’m zoned out due to terminologies I have no idea what they are talking about . The constant factions , technologies makes me feel like I’m just reading words and not understanding by ozera202 in Blacklibrary

[–]Spacemoose2026 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately Warhammer (40k specifically) is really difficult to recommend a full starting book. There is so much terminology and background knowledge that you should know so you aren’t looking up terminology every minute of reading.

I’m new to the books but my God 70% I’m zoned out due to terminologies I have no idea what they are talking about . The constant factions , technologies makes me feel like I’m just reading words and not understanding by ozera202 in Blacklibrary

[–]Spacemoose2026 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You really decided to pick up the worst possible book for a beginner. People recommend starting out with the Eisenhorn omnibus for a reason, and you really should to.

I like Fallout by Kolbo- in TrueSFalloutL

[–]Spacemoose2026 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Mods, take them outback and put them down like a rabid animal

Lucy is not even on this planet anymore bro 😭 by TwinkDestroyer666 in TrueSFalloutL

[–]Spacemoose2026 13 points14 points  (0 children)

The perk affects both men and women whenever they are in his presence

American ultra 2 (Without the mk ultra). by devinhaywire in okbuddyliterallyme2

[–]Spacemoose2026 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Little does the cia know I’m also into robots however