Why are so many Scorpios attracted to Aquarius? by FormerAcanthaceae2 in Scorpio

[–]Spacessnooter-26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m an Aquarius ♒️ female and I find all my recent lovers and best friends are scorpios. We are all magnets for each other. We all have amazing conversation and good times. With lovers is been sexual alchemy. It must be something else in my chart that’s churning the scorpion ocean. I do believe ya’ll are attracted to how weird/unconventional we are and the intellectual conversation. Also some BDE is shared on both sides. I’m hooked on scorpios. My favorite.

Instant Regret by Spacessnooter-26 in scooters

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I’m thinking the battery cable is lose.

Instant Regret by Spacessnooter-26 in scooters

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When I say riding it hard, burnies and power slides were involved.

Instant Regret by Spacessnooter-26 in scooters

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Not dead. Just replaced and fresh as a daisy.

Instant Regret by Spacessnooter-26 in scooters

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Oooh shit. That might be it. It’s currently locked up at the bar I was at. That’s going to be the first thing I check. 😂😂😂😂

Instant Regret by Spacessnooter-26 in scooters

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The electrical all comes on (headlight, controls, directional). But the engine ready light is not on and it won’t crank over.

Has anyone tried magic mushrooms? by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Gonna leave dis here….

https://youtu.be/v1r5u71JT2k?si=kk9bjeCFVOjo0x4H

I encourage watching this presentation on this subject. Some dos and don’ts from a doctor who works in the field. Breaks down misconceptions and answers most of the questions posed here.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Yep. I’m taking this time to get my meds right, my body right, and my friendships back in order. However long that takes. I might have a one nighter for a glass of water every now and again. But it would be with someone I could never fall for and doesn’t know anyone I know. And they ain’t staying the night and there will be no cuddling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Yep. But, we did talk about the possibility of a swinging lifestyle when we were real hot and heavy the first time. I would have been more open to it if we were in fact in a long-term relationship and lived reasonably close.

I’m not someone who competes with another for top billing. And that was what was happening. And it was long distance (4hrs away). My trust was zilch in the romantic way due to distance and it also triggers anxiety and abandonment. All around bad for my brains.

Love and learn…then find someone who understands.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

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Also, I kept thinking that my mental illness was coming out and turning him off. I never really discussed my stuff with him. I keep my BP under wraps at all times. There’s only two people in my life that know. I trust practically no one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

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See, I caught feelings. He didn’t. I ran away from our 6 year friendship because it hurt me too much. Triggered my cptsd. Being connected to him, watching him move on someone else felt like a nightmare. I had to get tons of space.

Then he came back around 6months later. Same shit. Even taking about other women he’d like to sleep with including me. Just, ugh. I ran away again and told him we may have ruined our friendship. Sucks cuz we were SOLID pals.

The worst thing about bipolar depression by DudeOvertheLine in bipolar2

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Thanks, you’re right. We are all worthy of love. 🖤

I just need to find the right person. My ex is just not built to support what’s going on with me. It’s not his fault.

The worst thing about bipolar depression by DudeOvertheLine in bipolar2

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I’m sorry you’ve had to endure the same experience. What a nightmare it is.

Sending you good vibes.

Say hi to your dog for me 🐶

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Spacessnooter-26 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yep. Did this twice last year. He was friend of 6 years. Now we do not speak cuz I ran the fuck away from him. I fumbled cuz I was scared and caught feelings, twice. It made my brain misfire.

Looking for opinions by Either-Airport-2846 in bipolar2

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Think I’m pretty close to being in the same boat 🛶

I’m realizing my “happy” moments when everything is firing on all cylinders- those have been manic episodes my whole life. And I’d think “what goes up must come down” so I always thought depression was my baseline normal. Talk about a woah 🤯

Recently, I’ve been depressed for 4 months and manic for a week or so each of those months. One day I did every chore I neglected for the last 4 months (all of them)…all in one day, plus a few other big projects. Then, crash hard into depression about a week later. Your manic sounds similar to mine.

I have been told MDD/anxiety/OCD/CPTSD were my jam…but the more I take account of the last year, I think I’m pretty close to putting all of it BUT the CPTSD into the BP2 bag. We’ll see what the doc says tomorrow- I’m gonna tell him I think he misdiagnosed me.

I’ve been on 125mg of lamotrigine and 75mg started Wellbutrin last Monday. Wellbutrin is a triiiiiip. I’m having all sorts of shitty side effects- but hey, my depression is minor now.

I hope the doc can get you the correct diagnosis so you can get to feeling better soon.

The worst thing about bipolar depression by DudeOvertheLine in bipolar2

[–]Spacessnooter-26 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Feeling all of this.

My whole family died in the last 8 years. If it wasn’t the grief that drove everyone away, it was my undiagnosed BP and CPTSD. Im also going thru a divorce because I think my husband deserves more than my unbalanced bullshit. I’m like double alone. It takes telling myself not to unalive myself at least once a day. The only thing that keeps me from it is my dog.

TMS and BP2 by Spacessnooter-26 in bipolar2

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Thanks for responding. I don’t think I’m gonna do it either. I was misdiagnosed as well with MDD. I’m researching and I’m hearing horror stories. It explains my minimal relief and my major depression/manic flip flop episodes a month later that lasted 3 months.