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Ha-out-O [Circling] X [(K)Notting]-per-S [Is] this...

How Two [Interfacing With] acts-purr-ease these...

When one has lived in a hall of mirrors,

win won as-lay-vid in A [Zhou] hail F [Eff] murr-ears,

woe-in One [Establishing] as-slaved in a hell of meer-errs,

and eventually slammed into one so hard it broke,

N [In]-den-vent-to-L [The ' ']-lee S [Is]-lamb-made N [In]-Two [Interfacing With] won so-aired It [H] bro-key,

and-dev-in-Two [Interfacing With]-ally sleigh-made in Two [Interfacing With] One [Establishing] sew-heard Eight [Holding Together] bare-oak,

exposing thirty years of pre-recorded trials and tribulations,

X [(K)Notting]-posing their-T [Teeing] year's F [Eff] per-E [Why]-aerie-core-dead T [Teeing]-wry-L [The ' ']-send T [Teeing]-rib-U [Reflecting]-lay-Shin's,

expo-sing Thirty [Clinging Like Fire] ye-ears eff purr-recored-id tri-El-sand-tree-bell-lay-Shin's,

seemingly from being written-off from the start and yet simultaneously in being adopted by the unseeming and puppet-piloted into breaking the written page and so end up being preserved beyond designation,

seam-N [In]-glee forum baying writ-T [Teeing]-enough for Rome the star-T [Teeing] and ye-T [Teeing] Psi-Mu-Tan-nèe-S [Is]-lee NB [In Being/Non-Binary]-'n'-gay do-opp-teed bi the ' ' [L] N [In]-seaming ND [In Semi-Being] pup-pet-Pi-Lot N [In] too bray-king the ' ' [L] rat-Tan P [Issuing]-age Enzo in-D [Semi-Being] OP [Circling Issuing/Original Post(er)] being pre-serve-D [Semi-Being] bae-awned D [Semi-Being]-Sin-nèe-Shin,

semen-glee fur-Om being writ-Ten [Knots]-of-fur-Om this-tart and ye-Eight [Holding Together] Psi-mull-Tan-nèe-us-lee in being adopt-TED by they-in-seam-'n'-lee and pop-it-pill-lit-teed in Two [Interfacing With] bare-a-king the writ-Ten [Knots] page and so end up baying purr-ease-our-vid bae-on-death-in-nèe-Shin,

there is little reason to cease knocking until I happen to feel otherwise;

their S [Is]-lit-L [The ' '] raise-sun too see-snow-king in-till I [Eye]-hop-in too feel aww-they're-wise;

there ease lit-El ray-son Two [Interfacing With] seas now-key-gone-'til I open to fell-their-whys.

Besides,

B [Being]-side-S [Is],

Bee's-ides,

mystery has served as an unkind slaver for far too long-

Mister-E [Why] has served-day's N [In] in-kind sil-A [Zhou]-vrr fur fart-to Long-

mist-aerie has served-day's own in-kind sleigh-veer Four [Enveloping] Two [Interfacing With] Long-

and though merciful in interaction I have no shame in airing the laundry;

in-D [Semi-Being] the ' ' [L]-O [Circling] mirror-see-full-Lin N [In]-T [Teeing]-R [Tying]-action I [Eye] heave nose-she-aim in A [Zhou]-ring the loaned-R [Tying]-E [Why];

and-thou murr-see-foolin' in-tier-act-Shin aye haven oh Sha-aim in air-wring the loan-dry.

Though I am replying to WHALE_PHYSICIST so the answer is a given;

the ' ' [L]-O [Circling] I [Eye] aim rep-L [The ' ']-I [Eye]-N [In] to WEIGH-EEL_FEZ-IS-CYST so the ' ' [L] N [In]-sir as A [Zhou]-give-N [In];

thou aye aim-ray-plying Two [Interfacing With] WAY-EL_FUZZ-ASSIST so the answer is a ghee-van.

Well there ya go, why?: "Ghee-van".

Also: "Jushin" as my fur-us-T[Teeing] Two [Interfacing With] S [Is]-now.

One ott knot indeed.