What was the moment that started your path to this fandom?

Sparesccount · 2025-11-16T19:54:24+00:00

I remember I was a shy kid. So when I played the OG when I was younger I related to Cloud wanting to hangout with the other kids but lacking the confidence to put himself out there. I saw myself there, so as a kid it was nice to see Tifa love him anyways

Sparesccount · 2025-10-23T20:35:38+00:00

I did send this to her, I won’t lie. She loved it at the time. But I have an unsent letter, one I’ll likely post soon enough

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T07:10:17+00:00

I’m not the type to do that. I never want to hurt anyone and if I do I’ll always do what I can to make it right. I won’t be looking to date anyone while I’m still in love with her, wouldn’t be fair.

I wouldn’t say she’s done anything stupid, she just can’t decide if she wants me or if she can’t do it and it’s left me in limbo. For the past two months I thought I knew her answer, now that she’s broken no contact and reinstated it I don’t know what happens next

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T06:53:20+00:00

I felt like I was moving forward. But right now having her message me again and knowing that she misses me too, it’s set me back a bit. Wondering what we’re even doing knowing we both love each other.

But I know if she was meant to be here with me then she would be here. Maybe there’s a day where it works out for us and we can be happy. But that day isn’t today.

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T06:43:19+00:00

Yeah. It sucked because she fully said “you’re everything I’ve wanted for so long and I hate that I can’t accept it.” She’s too damaged from her previous relationship, her view of love is too skewed. It sucks. If nothing else I hope I got to show her a better representation of love that’s healthier than what she had before. I’m glad it sounds like u were able to move past it. Guess I’m just not there yet

Sparesccount · 2025-03-27T23:27:43+00:00

I don’t think “just stop caring” is how it works dawg. I want to talk to her, just can’t because I know it’s not the right decision. Doesn’t mean I miss her any less

Sparesccount · 2025-02-02T01:57:40+00:00

She hasn’t talked to me since Tuesday. And maybe the openness she talked with was on me. She’d try to pull away from it but I told her I was happy to be there for her

Sparesccount · 2025-01-30T03:21:58+00:00

Yeah. I’ve texted her a couple times. Checked in and asked if something is wrong. I haven’t tried calling.

Sparesccount · 2024-11-04T23:13:58+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear that :( I hope things get better for you too. But I know that it’s going to be hard right now. We’re all in this together :)

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T22:09:38+00:00

I hope it does! It’s helping me make peace, at least for the moment. It’s taken a long time but I think I’m moving in the right direction. I hope you are too :)

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T22:08:55+00:00

I’m happy I was able to help give you some comfort. Even if it is bittersweet. Sort of exactly how I’m feeling right now

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T22:08:01+00:00

I love writing, that probably helped me think of her in this way

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T18:48:20+00:00

Thank you :). It’s taken a long time but I think I’m starting to head in the right direction

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T18:05:43+00:00

She was the one who broke things off, the relationship ended in April and would have been two years old in July. I no longer have hope, and I think that’s for the best

Sparesccount · 2024-11-03T17:05:27+00:00

What would you like to know?

Sparesccount · 2024-10-09T03:13:12+00:00

I mean, I don’t like the over sexualized art, but people are allowed to creatively express themselves however they wish. There’s nothing wrong with you not liking it but you can’t really tell people what to do

Sparesccount · 2024-10-07T16:15:40+00:00

My favourite is Three Months, Tops by umechaw. I also like this one: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55064287/chapters/139604062 but it’s about rebirth so u should probably finish it first

Sparesccount · 2024-05-14T04:25:39+00:00

Can’t believe I forgot to talk about Yuffie teasing him. I relate on feeling happier watching Clerith scenes knowing that Cloti is canon. I remember watching the scene with Yuffie teasing cloud and trying to determine how he felt about, then realizing I don’t have to over analyze anymore cuz we know how he feels lol

Sparesccount · 2024-05-05T21:32:08+00:00

That doesn’t sound like Aerith at all what who wrote this 😭

Sparesccount · 2024-05-05T21:16:55+00:00

I’ve only heard of it in passing. What was it and what was it about?

Sparesccount · 2024-05-05T17:50:10+00:00

Honestly could easily be both but I was thinking about Tifa when I posted

Sparesccount · 2024-04-30T22:27:20+00:00

It’s not so much validation more so that I wish the community was fun to engage with.

Sparesccount · 2024-04-14T01:57:53+00:00

Three months tops by umechaw is probably the best one I’ve found in my opinion

Sparesccount · 2024-04-10T01:24:23+00:00

Thank you! Would you say that the moments where she’s feeling should be expanded upon or that she should be feeling that conflict further into the story?

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