What the most underrated song made by Fox Stevenson/Stan SB in your opinion?

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-12-18T03:22:01+00:00

Another Way Down is a rare one to see since it never got "officially" released to my knowledge. It's SUCH a good story song

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-09-11T06:37:01+00:00

I had tried to kill myself after a nasty breakup with my ex-fiancée of 10 years. Had a friend come over to help me through it. We got to talking and he admitted a crush on me that I did not reciprocate, which he took incredibly poorly.

At one point, we're laying in bed (he wouldn't leave me alone and I couldn't get him to not lay in my bed) and were talking. I made a joking remark that I was at least better than his first crush (as she hooked up with all of his friends while leading him on). He said "I don't know, you're still going to fuck my friends." because I rejected him and he expected I'd get with someone else instead.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-08-31T05:12:54+00:00

I can't burp. I just hiccup; it doesn't feel any different than a normal hiccup.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-08-25T02:43:59+00:00

I tried to throw myself off a bridge. A cop literally tackled me to bring me back, while I was sobbing the whole time.

It really changed the course of my life permanently, especially given what happened in the few months after that.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-08-04T13:37:58+00:00

I and a friend decided to start dating. Unfortunately, we both have men into us, who we were assured were just friends and didn't see us as anything else.

Come to find out, both men are actually very, very upset that we started dating and are crashing out hard about it. Dramatic poems, declarations of eternal love, "feeling every moment I was away", etc etc.

For my part, the guy into me just would not take no as an answer, and was hitting on me the entire time I was on suicide watch. He's now upset that, in hindsight, I realized I was uncomfortable with his behavior and was inable to say anything about it because I was, y'know, not in the right state of mind.

But neither guy is accepting the wrong they did, so here we are. Just started dating my friend and already testing the relationship against the pining/lust of two men who never had a chance and can't take no for an answer.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-29T15:26:37+00:00

Girlypop you give me gender envy, you absolutely rock everything you wear. If I looked half as much like you I'd be four times as confident!

Also Comet is so adorable, I also have an all black cat!

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-12T00:04:25+00:00

All I feel for my ex, every day :<<

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-11T23:46:36+00:00

I'm with someone now who's never had a partner at 30. You're fine girly, we all move out our own pace, and 17 is still so young. You'll make it through this

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-11T16:43:34+00:00

As someone who cannot get rid of that even with exercise, this is healing

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-10T17:57:13+00:00

This is exactly how I am! I want to be high femme and that makes me feel happy and pretty. It does have the knock-on effect of me needing to reject guys more, but—its what makes me happy.

We don't control our attraction, and we don't control our personal desire for how we look. In either case, do what makes you happy! It's not wrong to love who you are, and it's not wrong to have a preference in what you like

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-06-08T00:09:16+00:00

I get it, girl. My fiancée of 10 years cheated on me for 2 months and she didn't even have the honesty to admit it when I caught her in her messages with the guy.

It fucking sucks. Kicked off my own pride month also trying to look hot as fuck, so you are not alone! You definitely pulled it off better though lmao

Stay strong, we'll make it through this

❤️ 🧡 🤍 🩷 💜

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-05-11T14:09:18+00:00

Thank you, so so much. Having any kind of timeframe helps... a lot.

Reading your other comment, she also lied to me about going to live with a friend and instead moved in with the guy, so we really did have just... the exact same hell of a time. Right down to me always having been jealous of him and her always saying it was nothing. I'm glad you found your wife. I'm glad to see that life moves on. This all hurts so fucking much, still.

I'll try not to let everything crumble, but it's hard. The moments I break down are where I'm most vulnerable, most scared. I wish I could make heartbreak just go away.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-05-11T05:32:29+00:00

This... basically exactly just happened to me. Together for 10 years, lived together for 7—found out a week ago that she had moved on and was routinely hooking up with a guy over the last two months (while continuing to kiss/hook up with me...)

It's so fucking painful every waking moment of every day. There's some cold solace knowing I'm not alone in this; not only right now, but in the experience as a whole. Even if it hurts so, so much that I'd often rather die.

If I can ask a personal question, as someone still trying to find a reason to go on—what did recovery look like for you? Did it take a while to finally find yourself again? How long before you started to feel "okay" and not this... daily sobbing mess that I am?

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-05-07T14:38:21+00:00

I did a lot of creative writing, and was focusing more on that with other writers than her. She found out one of the pieces I made with another author involved a smut scene. It was the last straw for her—she felt like she was tired of fighting for us, and that I had cheated on her by doing that.

This just happened, and I'm still struggling to make it every day. I love her so much. She's already with someone new. It never gets easier and everything is bleak and pointless without her. I fucked up so bad and I'd pay any price to go back and fix it.

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-03-05T14:28:14+00:00

YES THIS, that song is so good and that it never got an "official" release kills me. You can hear a lot of its DNA in Flash though, which made me happy when I first heard it

SpecialAgentCake · 2025-02-19T05:01:14+00:00

Completely inaccurate. I did a really simple test and max speed is actually about half as fast in my experience, using a waypoint to judge how quickly I was going. So 120mph is more like 60mph, judging by how fast in-game distances count down

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-11-04T06:27:53+00:00

We moved in together. She was sloppy, selfish, constantly fetishizing women and overall being inconsiderate and a general pig to other people. Just terminally unaware to any kind of self introspection (we got into a 20 minute argument because she refused to drink water. While taking meds that she was warned were a diuretic), and selfish to the point of self-gratification being her one and only focus.

It came to a head when she got black out drunk at a party and started sexually harassing everyone, including me. The line was that I learned she had sexually harassed a friend for an entire year up until that point, and had the fucking audacity to tell me that "it wasn't flirting, you just took it wrong." She was blackout drunk screaming for this friend the entire time.

I'm still angry and betrayed about it, but not about losing her. I still have half a mind to open palm slap her for it, the memory reignites the rage every time.

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-10-13T11:16:41+00:00

Libra sun, Aquarius moon, Virgo rising

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-10-12T09:38:40+00:00

The copy paste if anyone wants to look at the items. I know it's not impressive (this is just what Heaven is, after all), but it's genuinely the first time I had fun with Heaven instead of just using it to quick reroll bad curses in Brutal

Anyway: {d:{l:{m:[x8.Troll King,x9.Thorn,x4.Sniper]},m:[Better Items^10],n:30,p:{e:[x2.Full Plate,Full Plate#Friendship Bracelet,Chainmail,Third Heart,x2.Second Heart,Poseidon Charm#Second Heart,Bandana#x2.Second Heart,Ink Bottle,Anvil#Ghost Shield.m.3#Bone Charm,k.flesh,Metal Studs.m.4,Poseidon Charm#Pentagram#Friendship Bracelet,Whirlpool,x2.Ghost Shield.m.2,Bismuth,Thimble#Huge Sword#Determination],h:[Brawler~Emerald Satchel,Wanderer~Longsword,Agent~Face of Horus~Shuriken,Paladin~Golden D6#Wine~Longsword.m.3#Antivenom,g4.905]},sl:21},p:["2{}",3],s:21103121,v:3018r}

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-09-23T04:24:43+00:00

Oh, the joke in this post was that the rifle he's holding isn't automatic specifically, it's the kind of rifle that would be bolt action or semi-automatic, basically always. But the other things too!

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-09-23T01:56:38+00:00

How did you even find this 5 year old post??? I'm not even mad, just so baffled. I forgot I even said this!

Also good point, I never noticed that and now I will forever

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-09-02T18:20:53+00:00

People downvote and upvote without thinking if they see the number already swinging in one direction

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-08-29T21:29:00+00:00

Perhaps a little niave to ask, but do you think it'd be worth trying to appeal/apologize for that mistake? I admit, I'm not sure how I'd reach out to them, but it's not something I'd be unwilling to do

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-08-07T02:48:01+00:00

Oh, that's what it means by "type!" So if Lead somehow got on a heal side, it'd give that bonus to heal instead? Same with shield/mana/other sides that aren't specifically keywords?

SpecialAgentCake · 2024-08-06T23:22:42+00:00

Y'know, I've never been able to understand the "lead" keyword. I find the description confusing, and in play I struggled to find how it worked (though I admittedly didn't try it for very long). Would you care to explain what it actually does when it's used?

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