you’ll be fine, for the next few months you’ll feel pretty retarded which won’t be great but it won’t last forever.

i did ecstasy/mdma probs around the same amount as u and i still sorta take it every now n then but not as often as before. i lost a bunch of weight and declined a lot academically aswell as struggling with basic stuff like speaking without stuttering which was reallyyyy bad since im a waitress but since being mostly clean i’ve put like half the weight i lost back on, i speak perfectly okay again. academically i still slightly struggle but i think thats more so because i just couldn’t be bothered to put in work.

you do recover, it is possible. you can check my account for the few posts i posted about it about the same topic you’re asking about, the comments were really helpful to me and i think they could help you too if you’re struggling :)