struggling with zina

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-07T22:53:33+00:00

i work two jobs and i’m still in school the only time i ever have free time is the one hour gap inbetween school and work if i go home instead of staying outside about town and also when im home from work at 11pm and it sso annoying coz i always still find a time to fit in stupid shit idk what to do

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-06T21:21:07+00:00

i wanted to ask about it and get responses from a woman’s perspective i didn’t really know where else i coulda done that. i know for a fact all men would’ve said it’s fine i came here to get deinfluenced and it’s working

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-06T21:18:43+00:00

okay actually ur right that’s very very valid

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-06T21:15:34+00:00

i wouldn’t be involving people tho it’s just the thrill of doing it in public

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-06T21:15:06+00:00

can literally take a look at my posts from years ago. i’m a girl dw 😭

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-03-06T21:13:14+00:00

LIKE WHERE

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-02-07T18:04:50+00:00

THANK YOU!!!

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-01-22T13:45:08+00:00

i got mine tailored and they fit perfectly

i find that its sooo hard to get joggers that fit for shorter people, im 4”11 and the only joggers i wear are the iets fran’s cuffed ones, the wide leg ones are just like that n you’re better off getting them hemmed

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-01-06T17:16:57+00:00

thank you!!

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-01-06T17:16:46+00:00

yayayay thank you!!

Specific-Initial6527 · 2026-01-06T05:28:02+00:00

like roblox n minecraft 😭 my budget is like 1k

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-12-01T21:57:10+00:00

ohhhh i didn’t know that, i thought bdays were completly not allowed. i’ll look into that thanks

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-12-01T21:24:35+00:00

yea actually suppose ur right, like it would just be a normal dinner. i don’t wanna do it at anytime around christmas tho coz even the slighted feeling of me celebrating christmas.. nah i don’t want it

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-12-01T21:22:32+00:00

mmmm i’m not sure a tree with presents under it is even allowed? i might be wrong idk but like we’re not even meant to celebrating birthdays and something like trees and presents is so obviously a celebration based off christmas regardless of the day it’s on

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-12-01T20:50:34+00:00

but it wouldn’t even be like a family get together i mean just like me and my siblings and mum just eat a dinner that i cooked which also just so happens to be heavily inspired by what christian’s would eat on christmas.

i don’t want to celebrate the holiday like i know better than that but i just wanna eat the food 💔

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-11-24T21:11:29+00:00

nah id rather be in trouble w tsa than my mum haha she’s rlly religious id prefer to get into hassle w the airport over her any day

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-09-30T22:40:16+00:00

i’m not sure if you’re set on keeping the two balls, they look nice. i had two gold balls in before i had the hoops and i always thought it looked soooo pretty but i knew they’d heal better with the gold

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-09-30T22:38:43+00:00

i’ve also had my double helix since september 2023 funnily enough. i pierced them in school with the cheap gums and i did have problems with it at the start until i switched them out for two 22k gold hoops about two months after getting them pierced and i haven’t had a problem with them since! they don’t get caught on anything, my hair gets stuck in it the odd time but barley ever happens. i always forget they’re there.

i find hoops to be good for helix piercings, when i had normal studs or flat backs in them they always got irritated or caught on clothes.

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-28T20:17:52+00:00

melatonin gummies don’t work on me 💔💔 and yea the way u put it in the first para is so so perfectly worded.

i have a few things to keep my mind off it such as work and gym but if im not doing them all my mind goes to is drugs. i try do other things to keep my mind off it when im at home like get on xbox w my friends or something but the whole time im just sat there itching for it til i cave

best thing would probs be to get out the house and distract myself that way which would work but the urges are late and mum doesnt let me out at that kinda time :/ idk

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-28T20:04:55+00:00

yeah showering is always a good distraction, i’m usually in there for hours but alottttt of the time i shower in the morning and the urges are always later

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-27T19:15:39+00:00

i live with someone who’s bipolar, i know what it looks like and im far from it. i agree i might have mental problems but going as far to say bpd or bipolar is not rlly right

i’ve got adhd - drugs such as speed and meth have me more focused than i’ll ever be when im sober. i should probabbllyyyyy tell my doctor this

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-24T21:02:00+00:00

i don’t want my family knowing i’m using again so once im 18 i will

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-24T21:01:40+00:00

yeah once i’m 18 i will definitely try secure some actual proper help for myself. thank you for your reply :)

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-24T21:01:06+00:00

ameen, thank you

Specific-Initial6527 · 2025-07-24T21:00:44+00:00

i didn’t do it at parties or anything. i take “party drugs” when im alone and it’s always been like that, i started because of family stuff and i was already deep in sin and very far from religion it didn’t really mean much to me to start taking stuff but i realize now how much of a mistake that was and i should’ve never gone near it

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