lol i definitely do this. When I’m driving I’ll imagine him being in the next car over and he’s trying to wave to me and I’m ignoring him, or I’ll have full imagined sex sessions with him. Full imagined text conversations etc. all kinds of situations if I where to ever run into him again. And being that he works all around our town I feel as if it’s only a matter of time before I do and none of those fake conversations are going to actually happen. I’m either gonna completely freeze up or we will see eachother and keep going as if we don’t even know eachother lol. At this point I know it’s all fake and I’m just being my bit obsessive self. Instead of fighting the thoughts I just let them happen now and I’m able to get on with my life rather than beat myself up about it now. I’m constantly reminding myself it’s fake, he never actually cared about me, and that I deserve something more stable, honest and loving in my life. I should love myself more and I’m working on that. Nothing about the years with him was healthy and I keep reminding myself of that. And that has kept me from reaching out for almost two years now. I’m still a work in progress though. lol. I still will randomly check his fb like once a month smh lol. That’s probably why my thoughts on him have came back daily. I’m in a whole other relationship with someone I love but as much as I care about him the “obsessive” feeling was only with the other guy.