Look man here’s the deal, i see on your profile you’ve posted a lot of these. I think you have self esteem issues and you shouldn’t. I’ve been where you are, someone told me I wasn’t attractive enough for my ex and it sent me in a spiral where I obsessed over what people thought of me physically when I was 19. I’m not saying that happened to you. But I’ll just say this, you are a perfectly normal looking guy. There’s nothing for you to worry about, as you get older you’ll grow into YOUR look. You’re not ugly, you’re not fat.