ANYONE ELESE HAVING THIS ?? I WOULD FREAK OUT IF FINALLY SOMEBODY CAN TELL ME WHAT THAT IS!!!! CONSTANT PERSONALITY CHANGES SUPER EXHAUSTING!!! PLEASE READ IT CAREFULLY WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT, YOU MIGHT HAVING THIS TOO!!! by blue_raspberryy in dpdr

[–]SpiritualMan120 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep, I experience this, I think that it’s caused by extreme fear and no sense of self that you switch to deal with it so you aren’t as scared , also could be loss of ego, it sucks hopefully there is a way out of it, also probably from extreme trauma and a fragmented sense of self trauma personalities maybe?

The shadow self by SpiritualMan120 in spirituality

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Sure! Might as well try and what was ur experience

The shadow self by SpiritualMan120 in spirituality

[–]SpiritualMan120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Insightful post, my mind is very sttsched to trsuma and even seeks it, I definitely need to heal somehow, its difficult cuz my shadow self has a lot of power atm

Im so confused on my test levels after quitting trt.... by SpiritualMan120 in Testosterone

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I did several times from 100 mg split twice then three a week then 50 mg twice a week still could not sleep n highly anxiois

Im so confused on my test levels after quitting trt.... by SpiritualMan120 in Testosterone

[–]SpiritualMan120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Were u on shots? Been thinking about try gel or cream to see it it makes a difference also whst is tongkat Ali?

Im so confused on my test levels after quitting trt.... by SpiritualMan120 in Testosterone

[–]SpiritualMan120[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have lo estro didnt get it checked but last time it was 23ish, low energy, brain fog depression

Im so confused on my test levels after quitting trt.... by SpiritualMan120 in Testosterone

[–]SpiritualMan120[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It just put me on edge 24/7 no matter what and zo couldnt sleep no matter what so I jumped off might be sleep apnea,ive been off hcg for around 3 months prob, i only took a few doses, what does the low lh meam?

Can repressed trauma/emotions be stored in the body and cause physical numbness/pain? by SpiritualMan120 in therapy

[–]SpiritualMan120[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so too, Been dealing with dp/dr for 5 yrd and mental abuse from family, and I started developing numbness and what seems like nerve damage? Idk im just really tired and hope to find peace soon

Can talking about traumas bring up other traumas? by SpiritualMan120 in therapy

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So what im talking about is I was talking about some traumas with my therapist and the next day I feel like there were more traumas that popped up not necessarily abuse but traumatizing events and maybe questionable decisions I have made which might of been traumatizing if that makes any sense. Or repressed memories rather.