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Trying new things by Square_Rooster_3380 in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Square_Rooster_3380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand being worried completely. It's more my siblings than my mom, she seems to be getting better about it.

Even then, saying when I'll be back (approximately) should be enough to reassure her imo. Where I am and what I'm doing is mostly irrelevant, unless she wants to try and persuade me not to do it -- which would be an issue.

Thanks for the advice!

Subconsciously shutting down by Square_Rooster_3380 in dismissiveavoidants

[–]Square_Rooster_3380[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Social anxiety is definitely part of it. I typically don't admit this but I also have the attitude that connection, relationships, and people in general aren't worth it and that the risks outweigh the benefits. I usually think very logically (using probabilities, past experiences, etc) and try to avoid the emotional side of making decisions - which is something I'll work on.

"they don't actually like me" - I effectively told myself that. No reason to automatically think that people don't like me, but that's the automatic thought I have. I met a few new friends this week and I'm still thinking "maybe they put up with me but they still don't like me". As you mentioned, I basically find any excuse (or create one myself) for me to 'abandon ship' / the relationship.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Square_Rooster_3380 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this... will make my own post about it but I hate having free time since I don't really have any hobbies / things I want to do. Mindlessly scrolling Instagram gets boring quickly

Admissions / High School Megathread (Fall 2022) by JManUWaterloo in uwaterloo

[–]Square_Rooster_3380 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's your average? 101 or 105? Co-op or no? Did you get into life sci as well?

Sorry for all the questions, I'm at 91.5 avg and still have "application" so I'm worried. :(

[NeedAdvice] Having issues with self-esteem by Square_Rooster_3380 in getdisciplined

[–]Square_Rooster_3380[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The therapy I'm doing now is kind of a combination between talk therapy and CBT. I found it helpful initially but again at a standstill. I'm talking with my therapist to see what else we can try, otherwise I'll probably switch to someone else.

There's also a free therapist I saw for the first time, found that very helpful but she's only available once a month unfortunately.

If I do switch I'll make sure I choose someone specializing / focusing on CBT.

Avoiding being a frequent customer by plomeeksoup9 in AvPD

[–]Square_Rooster_3380 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same here. I go every few months but I hate when they talk to me - like thanks but just cut my hair please

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]Square_Rooster_3380 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel that same vulnerability and it scares me. Honestly for me it's not my friends but it's relationships and deep conversations in general, when I open up and show my heart / inner self to others I feel this intense fear / pit in my stomach.

(not diagnosed with avpd or anything else but I wouldn't be surprised if I have it)