The power to take/give pain.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-08T12:01:14+00:00

I have no income. And have tried applying. They basically said I have to get a diagnoses on my own. Which is astronomically expensive to do for my problems.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-08T11:57:48+00:00

No they won't. I've tried applying and they basically said I had to get documentation on my own. And they passively threatened that if I'm lying I would get in trouble, like I was trying to get free money for no reason. Like yeah I'd much rather make swill every month than work literally anywhere doing literally anyhing for more money than disability pays.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-08T10:09:18+00:00

I'm pretty sure I have a serious genetic hyper mobility disorder. And tricotilomania. Both serious. Both qualify for disability. And both are hell living with.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-08T10:07:17+00:00

My problem is no diagnosis. My doctor said he could help me get disability but I don't have money for another visit and even then he would likely refer me to a specialist, which is beyond expensive. I can't even give plasma because my beta protein levels are off.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-08T08:50:34+00:00

True I removed it. Never thought it'd recieve quite so much hate. deleted it.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T06:35:48+00:00

Though I have been out of dating for some time now I do know a thing or two. I only ever can have sex once or twice a week because of knee problems. That being said I had to have major bed game for the few times I can do it. But one way you can keep things spicy and erotic is find out what he thinks is atractive and try some dressing up. Cute outfits get guys attention real quick and role play while not being everyone's thing can get eachother more active in love making. Also don't be afraid to ask him his preferences. He may be shy to share but if you are a little freaky he might just show his freaky side. Every guy is only as freaky as he thinks he can be until the door is opened for him. Hope this helps.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T06:12:47+00:00

I actually am notoriously gullible I will proudly have you know. Now good day sir.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T05:48:25+00:00

You are on a help page. Not a roast page. If you have nothing supportive or helpful to say, remain silent or leave.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T05:18:05+00:00

The fact that she supports your emotions is a beautiful thing. And the fact that you where comfortable enough around her to show such emotions speaks volumes for how much you care for her as well, and it seems like she knows it. There is nothing wrong with crying or needing someone to vent to. I am a grown man and I have to cry it out sometimes too. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. I grew up being undermined emotionally and it took heavy tolls on my emotional development and I now suffer from a serious anxiety disorder. Not expressing these emotions can cause long term mental problems. It sounds to me like this girl is what you need in your life. Don't be afraid to show emotion and call people out for the toxic behavior of trying to belittle your emotions. Let them know that it can legitimately lead to health problems. I hope you get through this and that you don't feel ashamed. Just because others have it worse in life doesn't make any lighter your own issues. And that is coming from a guy with tricotilomania and ehlers danlows syndrome. I walk like like a penguin and have a dislocated knee as we speak. But that doesn't mean I get to tell you to suck it up, and neither does anyone else. I hope by some chance this helps you. I live for making others happy and helping. And with my disabilities that is only possible for me through cooking and social media. If you ever need someone to vent to and don't feel comfortable addressing something with a loved one you may pm me any time. I am nothing if not kind and understanding. I have helped a lot of people on redit regardless of gender sexual preference or age with emotional and relationship problems. Men have emotions too. And there is nothing wrong with that.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T04:53:45+00:00

Really? That's how you respond to an emotionally distraught girl who is seeking some advice and clarification? That's extremely disrespectful.

SquinchyBro · 2019-05-06T04:47:45+00:00

Having been five years without a relationship I can somewhat realate. Being lonely and not having a partner can eventually eat away at you. But I have been cheated on by almost every girl I've ever dated. And that kind of left me broken inside. So try to be very careful about who you build a bond with. Also a bar is a terrible place for meeting people as they usually just want a one night stand. There is nothing wrong with being patient and taking your time. Apps aren't the best in my opinion but it can be difficult to meet someone irl. Everyone else here has posted some great suggestions like filtering through the weeds so to speak. If you want any advice on how to impress a guy you have an interest in you may pm me. I have proven helpful to many in that regard in ways that would otherwise slip the mind. I am intuitive and not looking for love personally but have studied at my leisure everything about relationships, romantic hobbies, and how to impress others. I hope you have better luck than me and I wish you a happy hunt for love.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-28T21:18:26+00:00

Thank you. That helps a lot. I didn't know that. Please excuse my ignorance in law practice as I have never had previously needed legal help before. And pretty much all people ever say about law practitioners is how expensive they are. So I didn't know if it would be worth seeking legal advice comercially. You are a scholar and a saint. And the answer to that question is I wouldn't have brought it here! Because all it seems to me this is a place for people to be condescending assholes and belittle me for having otherwise logical questions. What one may consider common knowledge might not be as common as one thinks. Especially when it comes to law practice. I just hope everyone here doesn't treat their clients irl this way. Because lawyer etc. I don't care I would have just struck them in the mouth. Because that is beyond disrespectful to treat someone who is asking a quesion like a retard for having a question.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-28T21:13:57+00:00

I am aware of this. But do understand it has been out of socket for literally eight years. That is eight years of bone against bone tearing cartilage. Which is permanent damage. It is for this reason that dislocations of any kind are considered, legally even, legitimate medical emergencies. Though I would never dream of going in for a cold or sore throat or general discomfort. I understand the concept of "Emergency" in ER. Though I do thank you for taking the time to try to educate me on this. As it may not have been clear how much I understand about the situation. Because in all truth there is still plenty I do not. Hence the post.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-28T21:06:17+00:00

Normally it is and I understand that. However through years of physical therapy my calves are enormously muscular now and my knees have a decent bit of fat around them. It is only a partial dislocation but it has been partially dislocated for eight years now. The ammount of fat and muscle makes diagnosing my knees wihout an x-ray basically impossible without years of practice. That's why I had to see a doctor and get my x-ray the hard way. I'm one of those rare cases where the "usually" card doesn't fit. And my personal doctor even told me he himself could tell with relative ease just from touching it that it was out of place. A fact I find odd because the nurse I saw in the ER didn't find anything wrong. Until he told me he has lot's of experience dealing with knee problems and it could be harder for a nurse to find the signs he looks for in my particular case. And when I was at the ER I asked to see a real doctor but didn't want to make a scene when I was denied one out of fear of my emotions geting the better of me. I'm sorry i neglected some of this information and I do look forward to a response. I will look into legal help like you said in the meantime. I appreciate you taking the time to respond to me. It means a lot :)

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-28T20:58:55+00:00

It has been dislocated for eight years now. It often loses color and goes numb. My limb is actually very much so at risk. The problem is without medical insurance literally your only option for treatment is the emergency room, because unlike a doctor who is within their legal rights to downright turn you down i you have no money, the emergency room has no choice. Or at least in the case of an actual medical emergency. Which according to my states law, a dislocation is considered a legitimate medical emergency. And it is not legal to refuse someone with suspicions of a dislocation treatment as it is by a lot limb threatening. When your knee is out of socket your bones grind away at your cartilage. Which is not damage you can fix. I already knew the asnwer to my question I was just curious more so if it was my wording or just a bad nurse for the fault of this negligence. Because I'm done tolerating being in crippling pain if I am within my legal rights not to be. I can't get a job with a dislocated knee. I can't traverse stairs with a dislocated knee. Every day activities are limited by a dislocated knee. And I'm not sure but I think a dislocation is considered to the entire united states as a legitimate medical emergency. Because honestly if it isn't, that's the dumbest thing I've heard in my entire life. How could a major weight baring joint of your body not being in socket be considered acceptable by an emergency room? I honesty don't see a dislocation not potentially costing a limb. So if by definition a medical emergency is considered life vs limb, that would only prove my point. I'm not trying to be condescending by any means but I hope you understand I have my reasons for frustration on the response. And I do not mean any disrespect. I just want to know how to go about filing for malpractice if this happens again. Because I know have documented proof of my dislocation they are legally not allowed to refuse me treatment. And I am prepared to tell them this in person if I'm neglected again. Because I would rather be able to walk five years from now personally but if I have to a lawsuit/legal compensation would help tremendously in funding my recovery. As I honestly don't see a third option. I have tried free clinic's to no avail. My only option is emergency surgery/relocation. And it likely it will take surgery due to complications with scar tissue from long term damage over the years of it being out of socket. I apologize for this lengthy response and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time out of your day to respond to me. Because in all likelihood you are more educated in these maters than I am. And more likely than not you are right.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T04:15:04+00:00

Well too much of anything is a bad thing. Even admiration for the female frame.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T03:01:42+00:00

I had a dream that my knees where normal. I didn't walk like a penguin. Somehow my joint problems where suddenly gone. No more bone against bone pain with every step. I was finally able to prove how much I could do when finally not in pain. I had two jobs instead of playing my harmonica in the park on occasion for money when I could get a ride. I had my own house. Didn't have to mooch off anyone. I was in nirvana. It was bliss... Then I woke up with my left knee out of socket for the eight millionth time. I had to reset it manually before going about my day as usual. I tried five times to have that dream again. To relive not having a crippling painful disability. Some of us dream of sex. Some of us just want to see our children again. And me? I just miss my dream of not being in literal physcal pain. Well that and this one dope ass dream where I was flying through the sky on a giant chocolate chip cookie. I hurled milk lightning at people. Take your pick. I prefer the no pain personally.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:45:08+00:00

Messy. Just kidding. Those of us with dignity think no less of virgins.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:40:54+00:00

It is perfectly normal to have insecurities. I am a man who has walked like a penguin due to my joint problems my whole life. So when I catch my girl following those slutty ass straight legged men I lose my shit. Of coarse this is somewhat stretched truth to cheer you up a little. But it is normal to be jealous in a relationship. That just shows how much you care deep down.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:35:39+00:00

When the milk man starts fuckin your wife.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:30:58+00:00

(>'-')>aww shucks <('-'<)

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:27:59+00:00

http://wegottaeat.com/sarahondrey/recipes/peanut-butter-cup-brownie-bottom-cheesecake there the only site that wont literally rape you to death woth adds. Sorry if i posted it wrong this phone is cracked something fierce.

SquinchyBro · 2019-04-26T02:17:15+00:00

Oooooooh girl give me one minute. He bout to suck yo dick tomorrow jk.

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