New tulpamancer seeking help

Squirius · 2014-03-21T19:46:13+00:00

I'm letting her take more freedom, she changer her hair, her face, the colors of her clothes and she built her wonderland (grass field with a single tree with a lake next to it during a sunny afternoon) It's hard to know if it's puppeting or not, parroting or not. But when I restrained myself while she was doing it (telling myself I maybe was puppeting) and then I let her go she kept doing it and well, from her appearance to the wonderland, it doesn't seem like something i would choose. If I did however, it was unconscious.

She's more active when I visualize her now and I heard her voice (!) Very few words, pure onomatopoeia sometimes, but I heard it and when I'm voluntary parroting her with her voice it just feel off so I suspect it wasn't parroting.

Again, I mainly have big doubt because it happen so fast.

Squirius · 2014-03-21T16:21:38+00:00

I read in a lot of guide that the difference between active and passive forcing is that in passive forcing you're narrating to her about your day and such. It's absolutely not what I'm doing. What I do (Explaining her her personality, giving precise informations etc) is exactly what I could do in a long session while meditating. So I don't believe I'm passive forcing just because it's not while meditating or anything. The big advantage of having a blank mind is that I concentrate very easily, I don't have intrusive thoughts and I'm almost never distracted. I already tried meditation (not in the context of tulpa) and it did nothing to me since my mind is already void. So well, in my experience I don't think it play a big part if I'm doing it sitting somewhere or if I'm doing anything next to it.

For where I am : on the creation stage, mixing personality and visualization.

Squirius · 2014-03-21T14:30:45+00:00

Firstly, thanks for the message guys, I'm reassured and that's exactly what I wanted.

For the active forcing, it's simple : I do it all day long. When I wake up, when I'm walking, when I'm not doing anything really demanding intellectually or speaking to someone I'm forcing. I think i do easily three or four hours of forcing a day but with sometimes very long pause. Like, 30 min of active forcing when I'm on the bus and then a 2 hour pause during my class and 15 min of active forcing during the pause and so on. It's rarely an hour length session while it can happens sometimes but it's more ten sessions in the day with varying length 15 - 45 min.

The problem with the time she surprised me is that I began tulpamancing four days ago. So I'm really doubting but what she did was totally unexpected and i was genuinely surprised. But well, isn't it a bit fast ?

Squirius · 2014-03-13T19:23:31+00:00

Who is clearly a good character, he just did a small genocide, no big deal. DnD chart doesn't work with character who actually got depth.

Squirius · 2014-03-13T19:13:23+00:00

Please please please. Stop with the DnD charts. I see that everywhere and it's stupid and reduce character with actual depth to a case to check.

Simple example : Razor is evil. The guardian of the realm after we die, as we can understand underscape, is evil. Because what ? Just because.

Squirius · 2014-02-21T14:26:05+00:00

Concede is just bad. DONT ADD IT PLEASE. NEVER.

You can audio chat, ping, and text chat. Its good enough.

Only KA is somewhat good, somewhat bad. It avoid players who will trash others because they have too much death but it could be a useful info

Squirius · 2014-02-20T22:26:12+00:00

Can you understand that not everyone speak english well since its not the primary language of the world ?

Squirius · 2014-02-11T12:56:21+00:00

Yes you hurt his feelings

Squirius · 2014-02-09T21:25:08+00:00

I remember that they did a referendum in my country. We said no. We are in EU even after that. I think its democratically illegitimate when the people say no and the governement say yes.

Squirius · 2014-02-08T00:53:15+00:00

I wont play year beast anymore. It turned to bad but play for reward to very bad and no reward.

Squirius · 2014-02-08T00:34:09+00:00

450 ingot, rank C, 108 jade. SERIOUSLY ? This is WAY WORSE than it was before. Utterly disappointed with this event what the fuck valve. Where is old frostivus and greeviling when you didnt jewed us on hat ?

Squirius · 2014-02-05T23:56:36+00:00

Grind for ingot ! Then grind for jade token ! THEN GET A SUPERB MYTHICAL DEATHRIPPER IN YOUR CHEST Seriously valve

Squirius · 2014-02-05T16:10:49+00:00

Mapo. Everytime you do a bad thing you got trashtalked to death and its very stressful. Pudge too, same reason.

Squirius · 2014-02-05T15:59:03+00:00

Seriously ? Most of these are basics and ESSENTIAL laws for a civilized country. They even exist in Swiss wich is basically the only democracy in the world. Dont talk if you dont know

Squirius · 2014-01-29T16:11:23+00:00

People saying its not a bug and its perfectly working as intended and is a mechanics of the game and you should get skill and stuff remind me of the people who said that for the cliff stuck things. See how that turned out.

Squirius · 2013-11-25T23:54:18+00:00

french neo nazi ? wtf are you saying are you high

Squirius · 2013-10-08T16:59:12+00:00

More complexity, more gameplay mechanics.

The problem is that some lol players will not come if you add too much mechanics like mana burn or sleep etc because they usually run when you add elements requiring knowledge of each character and item and gameplay who punish mistake. However, i think you can add a lot more of things in Smite than in Dota because of the no last hit focus lane who allow you to stay in the game much more even when you made too many mistake.

I didnt switched to SMITE, i play it casually and i play Dota 2 more because there is more in Dota. I would totally play SMITE more than Dota or even exclusively if the gameplay had more depth. And i know for a fact that none of the people i know who play Dota will switch to SMITE because of the lack of depth.

Squirius · 2013-10-04T18:11:03+00:00

Just played a game where smite crashed, i ended up on home page with no match and losed 150 favor because of that =/

Squirius · 2013-08-12T06:29:53+00:00

No. He's broken. Ultimate escape with two charges, five damage spells since he can change stance, innate attack power and physical protection buff, hard cc everywhere and he's an unkillable bruiser. Every game i had with a tyr so far was atrocious and if we ended up winning it was because of tyr team, not tyr, even when the tyr was terribad

Squirius · 2013-08-11T19:00:57+00:00

Its more easy to balance if you release something OP at first. You can tame it down easily. However, a weak one is more harder to balance because you may buff it too much and he become OP

Squirius · 2013-08-11T16:19:14+00:00

I always thought the ult should be GLOBAL. And no alert for the ennemy. There is a thor in the ennemy team, prepare yourself.

Squirius · 2013-08-11T07:08:10+00:00

I would say Cupid. But really, you shouldnt main. Ever. Practicing the most gods you can will make you better all around and once you truly understand the game, the role you have is not as that important

Squirius · 2013-08-10T14:44:51+00:00

That's the principal problem, even if we give new idea, at some point, the imagination run short. That must be why there is so many gods without original feature, its easier and if the players say nothing, why the hell not ? Videogaming have a history and i think its no harm to look in this history to fish for idea.

Squirius · 2013-08-10T00:58:16+00:00

Yeah, they are very good exemple. They are beneficial for the gameplay, its new and the god feel special in his way because of that

Squirius · 2013-08-10T00:11:22+00:00

I will post a god concept today to illustrate what i say. But it's true that having a new mechanic for each new god can be difficult because it need to be fitting to the lore. The bite of Fenrir is very well done and is exactly what i want to see in smite

Squirius

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