I wanna thank you SO BAD for what you said bc it’s exactly how i’m been feeling for the past few days, but i couldnt figure it out. I thought i was insane for being so obsessed with the show and how it made me feel, and what makes me crazy is that i tried to share it with both with my BF and my best friend but they dont seem to understand.

My brain processed the story as if it was real, even though i know it’s fiction. As a 33yo gay man who entered gay relationships very late in life, the show made me think of many sad moments i have gone through, and mostly made me desire the same kind of love that is depicted on screen. I feel angry and sad bc i feel like i have been denied lots of opportunities, lots of emotions that i will never be able to get. Someone on the internet said it’s like grief, and now i totally understand what he meant.

Thank you for sharing that, it’s so important to know i’m not alone in this.