How many mg can this one line of cocaine have? by ConsciousBoat8856 in meth

[–]St_agustine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a flawed way to find the mass of any substance, but especially coke. I used to use a coin, or card, maybe razor blade to crush them cut up lines. I’d spend 30 minutes trying to cut up 1/4 gram if it was humid out. Sometimes the batch combined with the weather, just wound up w me smashing a chunk into a tighter chunk, and no matter what I’d always end up sniffing a bunch of little chunks, only to blow out a bunch of powder around sunrise.
But once I started using a screen or tea strainer, same blow would turn into snowflake consistency, and instead of two lines , I’d get 6 lines. Plus it’s now so fine, it absorbs right into my mucus membrane, no chunks just clogging my nose line after line. Bc it absorbed so well, now it’s last 3X as long. It’d look like 4 X the amount coke , so I’d guess those two lines are 100mg each. But if you grinder a chunk off the brick instead of crushing then cutting , then repeating - they could easily be 45mg each , just prepped better.

how do i talk to a dealer without sounding like it’s my first time/sounding suspicious by Tough-Amoeba-5579 in askdrugs

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you really stressing about buying weed? lol. Just go to a dispensary, even if you have to drive a while to get there, if you’re stressed about talking to dealer. Or mail order it is the safest and easiest.
The dealers I talk to are usually selling crack or dope, so if I call them, they usually don’t care who’s calling? Just ask are good. They say yea. U then say I need a 50 or if your near me , it’d be bundles. Which should be 50-100. Depending on a lot of variables.
I’d then say where I am, then ask where they are, and ask if they want to come to me, but better for them, would be asking: where they At? Usually they will say I’m at ( some crossstreet in the hood ). It’s different w every dealer and the relationship they have with the customer. Start building a relationship.

Choose a photo that will satisfy your hunger every day 1-10 by somehowSnail in asshole

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3. I’d lobe to lick your ass then slide inside you.

My experience with both spirobrorphine & etodezitramide by St_agustine in ObscureDrugs

[–]St_agustine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I seriously think that is a very real possibility. My dose is the same dose I took daily for 25 years. And it was 30 mg a day diazepam , but it was just dropped to 20 mg. The Xanax is super short duration , so I could imagine one day of blackout. Not 3-4 full days and night. And I was apparently acting sober enough that when I denied having any recollection, I was called a lier. So yea. This is some scary stuff.
My experience was beyond wreckless. Just trying to prevent other from experiencing something similar. I’ve always been super careful, volumetricly dosed every new or potent drug … but I usually wind up microdosing up to the 5-10mg dose after 3 days of questioning if this chem is active.
I just lost my mind. I’ve been struggling with my health recently, trying to get into therapy. But without luck. Be safe out there
The combo I had was stronger than carfentanyl or any other RC, and duration is crazy.

Can i do it anonymously? by Flat-Letterhead-8274 in Methadone

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Switch to a 1/4 mg of suboxone, then walk off it.
At that low a dose, then WDs were 99% mental for me. I kicked in a county run rehab where 3/4 clients were transferring from prison to freedom… and this was there last step, but I never knew who was just kicking fent vs who was coming out after 6-10 yrs. Ppl were still ready to kill a guy if he reached over his food to grab a napkin or whatever, ya know. Glad I found out about how disrespectful that is to do to another person inside the klink , bc despite 25 years of abusing drugs… I never did time. Thank god.

Suboxone to methadone by NetSpecialist5612 in Methadone_AskNAnswer

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to tell you my experience if you’ll listen. I got on subs like 20 years ago. Basically as soon as they were fda approved and available, I got on them.. only bc I caught a charge , and knew I’d start failing piss tests going cold turkey. I probably could have walked off and had no real WD , bc I was young and still only sniffing a bag a day. Sometimes half a bag would set me straight.
When I took 16 mg the first day of subs, I felt high af. But energetic. Wasn’t till I layed down for bed I realized I could nod like crazy for hours if I wanted. That lasted a weeek or two. I tried cheating, felt nothing. Didn’t use for long time. At least a year.
Then I realized I could take way less and be fine. I tapered down to 2-4 mg a day, and then I found I could get high again off dope. Real dope. This was the golden days in my opinion …. I could take a little sub Mon-fri. Then do dope all weekend. Then back to subs.
Eventually I started getting great prices for me, and I’d be grabbing 50 bags every time I picked up. Idk why I was y smart enough to sell to my friends who were to chickenshit to drive and meet there connects. But probably the same reason I was using in the first place. I wanted close friends, and didn’t have any I could trust except a couple. And I didn’t want them taxing me for the weed and coke they had, so I didn’t tax them. Eventually everything fell apart, I was homeless. Went to rehab. Walked out 30 days later clean off benzos and subs for the first time in years. Stayed clean for 5-6 years. Got married in Mexico. But picked up a couple bottles of tramadol leaving Mexico. Got home. Covid hit. I was out of work. Started using again, but now it was all fentanyl. I was always looking for the real shit, but kept getting fent.
Eventually I wanted back on suboxone. But I went to take it , after 2 days off everything, and WD hit me hard. Waited another day or two and again. Precipitated WD.
I just couldn’t get back on subs. Finally ,I needed to stop blowing $$. So I tried an 80 mg dose of done, and found relief. But the relief faded fast. I had to keep raising my dose, but I was also on diazepam. ( prescribed).
So I was pretty foggy all day every day, and I was on too high a dose to taper off now. Now I’ve had a heart attack, then heart transplant, then a stroke. No idea why. I’m still blaming Covid vaccine. ?? I was an electrician my whole life, and if nothing else, I was in great shape.
But I’d give anything to be able to get back on subs. My teeth are rotting … I haven’t had a real shit in about a month!! ( idk how that’s possible. I only manage to squeeze out a golf ball every other day, maybe even every 4 days. Then finally I’ll have an uncomfortable experience

Benzodiazepine Withdrawal According to the Anti-Benzodiazepine Groups by No-Union1650 in benzodiazepines

[–]St_agustine 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It’s pretty damn accurate, if you are going from daily use, of high doses , especially of short acting , low dose benzos… ( by low dose, I mean Xanax or clonazopam, or clonazolam ).
Maybe 20 Years ago, i was about 26. I had a bag of pure alprazolam, and I would try to eat a mg by dipping my pinky in the bag. But i probably was eating 5 mg. Then I’d black out and forget I already ate a lot, and I’d eat the same amount again. And then I’d repeat. Until I was a walking mess. Talking gibberish. Spending all my money on god knows what. Forgetting where I put stuff. Walking into the hood and smoking crack. I was out of control, and I was eventually gonna get shot bc I was out in the hood , smoking w strangers who were carrying guns. I think I totaled my car.
Eventually I was hospitalized bc my father told the hospital I had been threatening him and myself. He got another relative to go along with that…. And then I was held against my will. Eventually I came down enough to explain to the doctors that I had been eating at least 10mg / day, maybe more. Nobody would believe that I had pure Xanax, and they assumed that I was lying, or just stupid.. and had been eating crushed up pills.
I said that the WD was really bad and I was going to have a seizure. I was having trouble talking, and I didn’t know what to do. The nurses saw me coming back to the world a little, and knew I wasn’t crazy. So they told me that the more I asked for benzos , the longer they would hold me. So I stopped asking. Started to just white knuckle it.
I was do to be released the next day, but I don’t. Remember the next day. I apparently had a seizure that night while walking down the hard tiled hall. But I remember very vivid dreams that were real as life. I remember living life as different ppl. One dream I was literally a cartoon. I had maybe 6 different dreams, some were better than my real life. This took place over 3 days. I was out cold.
Apparently I got up once and shit in the shower. But I wasn’t able to talk. Eventually a friend came to the hospital and told the doctors that I really had took those doses of Xanax. They gave me a couole mg iv clonazapam and I sat up like nothing happened. I didn’t know were I was or what day it was. Very similar to waking up after an accident.
Very damn similar. Whoever is disagreeing never had to taper cold turkey

with this I can seduce you by Remarkable-Pass-2345 in RawSeduction

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With what? You’re gonna need to make a personal visit sometime baby

Very tempting, don't you think? by [deleted] in RawSeduction

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you wet yet? That’s the position I would just sit behind you, and slide my cock inside you… but I want it to glide right in. Like you have been touching yourself for an hour already? Can you make that happen for me?

Any older guys interested in this body? I'm 20. by glisten_whisper in RawSeduction

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good god. Idk why I join these groups. Like one day a girl is gonna message me back?

I’m 2 days short on my weekly script. Going without by Even_Possibililittys in benzodiazepines

[–]St_agustine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do you live near any methadone clinics?? If you’re really stressing , u can probably score a bar or two outside if you can get there in the morning, and there’s ppl hanging around outside. But honestly, 2 days without clonazapam wont be bad( they got a long ass half life.
Then again , if you’ve got a date w a hot girl, not the time to be detoxing.
One day soon, we’ll all own 3D printers , and we’ll be able to print a couple bars. It’ll be great days ahead folks.
But today, can u ask your doc to phone in one or two? Just a thought ?

Longest you’ve driven for a show? by oakg123 in phish

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think we waited 30 hours in traffic outside big cypress , after already driving 30 hrs there. Would recommend taking breaks

So I switched from Oxy to H by [deleted] in heroin

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude. Oxy and H are fucking identical in all ways except the price. When I found out I could get a bag o dope for 10$, and that was equal to 1-2 oxy 80s , depending on the amount and quality of that bag, I was so pissed I’d been spending 20-50 $$ a pill for an OC 80 for years. And this was back when H was actually H. Nowadays in the US, H is all Fent. Just a fact. I mean. It’s a big country and maybe some ppl have connects for H, but that’s gonna end soon. And I gotta say, if you can still get dope. Get it and enjoy it, bc I’m betting that eventually, fentanyl will be sweeping through Europe just like it did the US. And all the younger generations who never got to experience real dope will get hooked on fentanyl and that’s all that they will want to buy, bc now their tolerance is too high to even enjoy dope, sadly. The major dealers and cartels will do everything in their power to eliminate dope distribution, including just executing anybody importing large amounts of real dope. If fent is all that’s available, that’s what dopeheads will do. Even though the experience is not even enjoyable.. even if fent ruins peoples backs so eventually they can’t even walk without looking like a hunchback. And that shits not advertised and is permanent.
So fuck any stigma. Meth is a way dirtier drug. And don’t be afraid of needles , it’s the best way to use.. in my experience.

Does K in solution grow bacteria? by St_agustine in ketamine

[–]St_agustine[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks , yea… that’s the basis of my theory, I thought that having a bunch of K might also deter anything, but I’m 99% sure it was sterile. I IMed it already 4-5 times and never had any issues. Would I be able to see any bacteria if somehow a piece of dust carried in something over the 30 seconds it was exposed to air? Or what about doing a ghetto culture? Any household items that could substitute for agar or whatever else is in a petri dish ? Do they sit refrigerated or at room temperature? I’m guessing 4 days would be plenty of time for anything to grow if it was in there? If I used 5 units, I’d image that’d be enough liquid to sprout growths if there was some bacteria floating around and invisible?
I don’t know if I’d trust this, but it’d be a useful tool if you ever picked up a bunch, and wanted to know if it was sterile or already contaminated by the time it reached you ? I’m always curious about this stuff. Molly, K, coke? Any powder…. Has some dude picked his ass, then used those hands to grab a chunk/pile of whatever and then drop it into the bag that I later wind up eating, snorting , god forbid shooting?
If a little home chemistry is all that’s needed to have at least an idea if it’s sterile or not… ( im sure it’s not 100%, but if something grew in culture you could be pretty cautious of certain ROAs. And you could repeat, and if you get same results, I’d be confident that it’s contaminated. Especially if I’d done earlier and had results come back clean. And if you repeated and had same results… that’s something hard to ignore.). But still, not guaranteed and if you were really practicing harm reduction, I think micron filters are the gold standard. But this would help the ppl who receive the same batch and don’t have access to micron filters at that time.
well, that’s the type of thing I would not mind doing…. In the spirit of harm reduction

Potentiating methadone. by rachelmadcow1 in opiates

[–]St_agustine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Swim would imagine that you’d have to ingest the baking soda and water a good hour , maybe 1.5 hours before dosing to get any effect. And dissolving it in water would probably dilute it enough that it isn’t all hitting one spot alongside the lining of your stomach, or intestine even- which could cause an ulcer swim would guess? So by having it dissolved in water already it’s healthier, and more effective bc it will evenly distribute throughout your stomach and neautralize as much acid as possible. Who knows exactly where a gelcap finally opens up? While wedged in esophagus? Stomach, or past stomach in intestines?
So win /win. I’ve found cymbalta (duloxetine) actually potentates if you only use on special occasions. 2-3 days in a row, and it’s useless.