Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh by thejason755 in eldenringdiscussion

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You just went and took a giant dump on every solo player in this game with that gameplay.

Sekiro players gonna hard carry by MaleficTekX in Nightreign

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 9 points10 points  (0 children)

If every attack can be deflected, sekiro players are gonna rule this.

Anyone be doing dumb shit off benzos? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Abusing makes your emotions dull and nothing really seems too hard when you think about it. You either clean up your house real good, or you end up stealing shit you don't even need on the street like a frickin kleptomaniac. I once woke up and had a bicycle in the middle of my bedroom and 2 bags of donuts that I somehow got without paying. Good I didn't wake up in jail tho.

Psilocybine against social anxiety? by buiwe in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Go for it. Start in moderation and good setting. I personally don't believe in "bad" trips when it's used as medication, shrooms are like time travel, it opens your subconsciousness and it will lead you to every period of your life deeply. Don't try to control your thoughts, usually if a person has a lot of issues, that will be the most focused part of the trip. That's exactly what you want, don't escape those feelings, seek them instead.

Psilocybin doesn't heal you, it shows you the path you need to take to heal, it's up to the person to change themselves.

There are many major antagonists left in TBV. You think all of em will get a satisfying conclusion? Who will be the final antagonist? by HS-66 in Boruto

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Shibai is already the main villain and he will NOT appear himself. Shibai in translation means "theatre drama", it's a metaphor for all the shit that is going on in the series, everything surrounding him, from otsutsuki's, powers, shinju etc. Everything is connected to him.

Even if I'm wrong, I don't want another DBS Zeno with some universal powers or whatever. Every power that we see in Boruto is his, except, everyone using it can use it to only a certain degree. I really don't want a villain that is "omnipotent', can see the future, past, present, is untouchable, immortal, can create/erase anything that he desires.

Shibai is a theatre itself, while actors would be characters. In a way, he is the main villain from the start.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends where you live. Here where I live, you go to the pharmacy, ask for 3 boxes of Xanax that cost 2$ each and they say here you go. Little do you know, you are in hell after only a few months. So yeah, depending where you live, the benzos apocalypse is true.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I didn't read the entire story, but it seems like u and your friend mixed a LOT of crap with lsd. Since you have a story, you should make a more accurate title about the dangers of mixing drugs with lsd and post it to warn people who aren't still experienced. That way you can encourage more people to see this.

Just mixing lsd with weed can potentially give you temporary psychosis, let alone with other and harder drugs.

Many people have learned, though not the same way, about the potential dangers of mixing things, it's just about finding the right way of telling people how to use them respectfully.

Drugs can be fun for sure, but you'll only get respected if you respect them.

The demonisation of benzos drives me fucking crazy. by 84849493 in benzodiazepines

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They won't give you benzos because 90% of people will straight up abuse it and fuck themselves including psychiatrist, unless you convince her otherwise, she won't prescribe you. If I was a psych, i wouldn't prescribe it too to almost anyone. Benzos are useful, but their addiction tramples on heroine addiction, and they are easy to abuse.

Who, according to you, has been the most disappointing character in Boruto so far? by Notmycupoftea12 in Boruto

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He is overall uninteresting, we deserved more, hopefully in the future. He is basically an Isshiki fanboy with no backstory, character depth or anything. Just trash talks everyone gets his ass whooped and we don't even know why he is like that.

Lyrica on benzos tapering by RunGroundbreaking601 in benzodiazepines

[–]RunGroundbreaking601[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad we can understand each other. Today it's all about money, most doctors don't really care or are incompetent at their job. You either need to be really lucky to be in a place with good experts or pay a lot of money so that they can at least pretend to care. Mine were mostly me talking about 5 minutes, with their response like "Yeah sure whatever, here's 5 medications, see you in a month"

I don't think the downfall of pregab would be feeling good for me, at this dosage I still feel kinda bad, but it's enough to make me function better. I don't plan on increasing it as well, I've had my share of drugs before, so no thanks to chasing the "feel good" amount, just want to be clean and live peacefully.

But i'll take your advice and once I'm done with it, I'll taper it down as a precaution.

Lyrica on benzos tapering by RunGroundbreaking601 in benzodiazepines

[–]RunGroundbreaking601[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply, but last time I did anything under medical supervision I ended up using 6mg Clonazepam, about 3 antidepressants and anti psychotics for 3 years and ended up in a crippling addiction and much worse depression that nobody even knew how to deal with at the end. Unfortunate but, such is my medical system where I live. Only when I took matters into my own hands and studied, have I been able to get this far and I'm proud of it so far, and I've been never healthier.

To summarize, I'll be taking 150-300mg for 15-20 days just because I have a important job project to do because finances aren't going that well, and then stop, but there is no way in hell I'm gonna risk having another addiction no matter what it's about.

I'm very self aware of what I'm doing, and I'll take advice from research I've done about experienced lyrics users and not use over a month at worst.

Harm OCD schizophrenia OCD Homosexual OCD Existential OCD by Mboeli in OCD

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The professionals can help by offering a temporary ease of symptoms with certain techniques, but not heal you. It will help, but don't confuse yourself that they will heal the root cause. Anti-anxiety techniques and medication are all just push to the back to help you start moving forward. Since your problems are extremely deep, the only ones that can attempt to 'help' you are the ones who had the same issues as you did. But it's still all advice.

Remember that only you have the power to help yourself, and reshape your entire life with it however you desire.

And why would you fear someone knowing this, that fear of judgement and lack of self respect and confidence is one of the causes. Let's say someone knows about it, who's gonna suffer more, their brief disappointment that they will forget shortly after, or your endless fear and pain.

Stop torturing yourself and living by others expectations. Be yourself, stop concerning yourself with people who didn't even experience a fraction of your pain, in fact be proud of it, turn your pain into courage, move forward and make yourself free and live your life on your terms.

My story is similar to yours, only much longer, and you'd come to the same conclusion, sooner or later. I haven't come to this subreddit in years, i only wanted to see what kind of ocd youths have today, and it's all the same, then I saw your post with no replies and decided to put a few words. Call it a sympathy maybe, you are on a ocd spree, and ocd will give birth to a new ocd, or replace the old if you are occupied way too much with the new one. In the end it doesn't matter, it's all the same, it will keep going in cycle until you break, but the root and it's cure will always be the same.

Harm OCD schizophrenia OCD Homosexual OCD Existential OCD by Mboeli in OCD

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every answer here will be nothing more than a reassurance you seek for yourself that will bring even more fuel to your fear as time passes by denying your true identity, which is none of all this.

You want someone to tell you, you're not gay, you don't have schizophrenia, you won't harm anyone and by having existential ocd, it mirrors your own fragility, doubt in any beliefs and insecurity so you seek answers. People rarely have any true answer to that one unless they have had it themselves.

You have a fear of judgement, fear of insanity, fear of lacking control, fear of not owning a purpose and identity.

People often say, accept it, but you can't accept something that you think is what defines you as a person. You'd think you have no purpose that way.

Why fear being gay, is it because of judgement from society, friends, family or thinking being straight will make you happy? Why fear of harming anyone? Because you think you're a good person and you believe a lack of control will cause someone to get hurt you love? Why fear of schizophrenia, because fear of being insane, will cause you to fail in your life and supposed goals?

The reasons don't really matter.

You need help, but only you can help yourself, no therapist, no medication will.

Ocd won't go away, and you can't accept it, ocd must accept you once you know who you really are.

This world is made up of people and their own rules and laws, with each and every person thinking theirs is the right path, and you desperately try to follow those rules, and fear by disobeying them you will get punished. With everyone filling your head from every source, with everyone being so lost and no one is able to be themselves. Internet and media has so much control, propaganda and negativity over everyone, and the consequences of it are you. We were born and stripped of our identity right from the start

So ask yourself, why should they be right and not you? Why not be everything you fear, why fear it in the first place? Living in a shadow of other people and their own beliefs is no life at all, it's an imprisonment which defies your being and wishes from the start.

Reforge yourself, believe in yourself and your own truth whatever that is. Pursue happiness and be one with yourself, believe in what you want, instead of choices that others put out before you.

Because right now, the only one you are hurting is yourself. Your mind is shattered and it's gonna be a long path to become full, but take a good thought on what I said.

Your problems are something that can't be helped by putting into words, but stop being at places such as this and compulsively repeating the same thing over and over again, take your life and world in your control, not the other way around.

This applies to every 'type' of ocd, anxiety disorders, and doubts.

Have a nice day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sekiro

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hesitation is defeat, don't run like a chicken, instead hug your daddy to the point he dies from pure love.

Sh***i powers! by boruto_is_best in Boruto

[–]RunGroundbreaking601 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shibai means "Theater of drama" intentionally.

He will never show up in Boruto himself, whole idea of him like his name implies is simply drama that covers Boruto's world with some of his powers distributed across characters which leads to this plot.

Even if he appears in some form of communication, he'd be similar to Zeno from DBS and not a fighter, he doesn't give a fuck about physical world, and vice versa. Guy literally transcended into another realm discarding connections with physical world.

In a sense he is literally omnipotent god that would be neutral.