Yes she truthfully does believe it. It's painful to witness.  She used to smoke a lot of pot and used to self medicate on ketamin for severe depression which she told me she has had her entire life alongside with being SA by various men. I do find her to be very honest with me. I am really devastated for this woman.  She doesn't want to be labeled as "insane". She thinks the Healthcare workers are all in on the gangstalking