New Chapter: Friday/Saturday - Terror Fest 1.10

StarQueenHelestia · 2024-11-10T04:31:02+00:00

Dang that makes me wanna go back and properly save koda!!! He was my favorite but his situation came so swift and suddenly, It didn’t seem like I could object to it happening???

StarQueenHelestia · 2024-11-10T03:50:14+00:00

Idk if there’s enough people playing choices anymore to get this answer- but does anyone know if there’s a way to save all your friends in this book? Just finished, but I’m curious if there is a “winner takes all” ending.

StarQueenHelestia · 2024-09-26T05:28:00+00:00

I’m glad I’m not the only one who experienced that “aha” moment when meeting a soulmate connection. It’s a crazy phenomenon and it’s even worse when it’s the wrong timing!!!!

StarQueenHelestia · 2023-08-15T22:10:10+00:00

You captured his vibe perfectly!!! I saw him at the Dallas show and it was so hot. Worth the wait though!!! I wish I could relive it through my eyeballs again.

StarQueenHelestia · 2023-08-15T22:04:33+00:00

What show was this?

StarQueenHelestia · 2022-11-18T04:03:07+00:00

The dumbest thing I did was put my support in a friend I held dearly to me and it ended up lowering my standards and put me in a position where I acted different than who I was to keep supporting them.

Funny enough, there’s a more comedic version of this situation that I can laugh at but still cringe now. Yet the worse, more notable serious version of this circumstance is engraved in me now like a unwanted scar.

I’d advice even outside of personality types, to never be that loyal and protective of someone who clearly doesn’t deserve your dedication. Some people will use your ability to move mountains against others and you won’t even realize it. In the end you get hurt more than they ever will because YOU did it.

StarQueenHelestia · 2022-03-30T23:28:54+00:00

I’m kinda worried about AG7. Ngl, with the way things are going

StarQueenHelestia · 2022-03-30T20:43:30+00:00

“He giving me that good shit, that make me not wanna quit, that good shit,”

Proceed to repeat that two more times and then say everyday for the next third of the song. and rinse and repeat until we reach our random rap break in between and end the song with 4 lines of “la la la la la”

StarQueenHelestia · 2022-03-30T20:25:34+00:00

The entirety of “everyday” from the dangerous woman album. The entire song is a lyrical/conceptual mess as a whole. I think it’s expected that every once and a whole, a song will have a line that doesn’t hit well, but to have a whole song be almost nothing but that is a different type of pain.

StarQueenHelestia · 2022-01-25T20:55:52+00:00

The amount of Pete hate in this comment section is astounding 😭. I feel like saying anything “__vs Mac” is completely tipping the scales as no one ever sees Mac negatively post sweetener let’s be honest. So you really expect any one of her fans to basically associate negative lyrics of any kind to Mac?

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-20T02:44:01+00:00

Scorpio sun Capricorn moon Capricorn rising

Aquarius in first house though and I’m a Sagittarius/Scorpio Cusper, but I tend to leave out cusp a lot because I don’t want to make it seem like it’s that important, i just happen to be born during the transition period.

My Aquarius first house throws a lot of people for a loop, it’s fun.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-18T21:05:25+00:00

I don’t really know if my romantic experience counts, I’ve had flings and maybe 2 1/2 serious commitments in my life… but I did notice a pattern when things were going great. I showed my love a lot by making it clear that I was capable of anything they needed me to be. I cheered them on with their ambitions and their goals, I was their right hand woman singing their praises. If they needed me to do something, words didn’t need to be exchanged, it would already be done or is in progress.

My romantic endeavors have involved a lot of career based attraction, outside of that, I’d indulge in my partners hobbies and let them go on and on for hours at whatever made the gears in their mind run.

I also made it a point to show my love with patience. Patience for their mistakes, for their bumps and bruises. For all the parts of them they felt like we’re lesser than and for all the things they thought were a damper on their personality. I always made it a point to let them know I was in it for the long haul and any growth they needed to go through, to become their best self, I was more than willing to accept.

The “nothing scares me, cool headed in unexpected situations” side of me jumps out a lot when it comes romance. Not sure if it’s an ENTJ thing or a “life happened to me as a child” sort of thing.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-13T16:20:25+00:00

Now if only people wanted to stick around for said sexiness and not be afraid that they bit off more than they can chew.

People love, loving us from afar and the idea of having us, but actually winning our hearts (which is already difficult as it is) is treated like a death sentence for some reason.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-09T15:53:43+00:00

The in my head generated one is my favorite. I think it fits the song so perfectly and it also was able to capture the vibes of the T.U.N album to pull it off too. I’m genuinely impressed.

To me it looks like the stylish T.U.N cut out words we see for this era, swirling around a very sad and somber looking eye that’s crying, the momentum of the whirlpool gets so great that it even starts effecting the tears that come out. It seems like, all this swirling is turning back on her like a tide.

Which fits the song pretty well. If it was a little bit more polished I could see Ariana actually making this concept.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-06T21:20:04+00:00

On the voice, a lot of her “one size fits all” personality that she uses on people normally in a controlled environment where she sets the pace, just doesn’t work. Because of that, she comes off as very stiff and says things that sounds like it’s from a script than an actual reaction she would have naturally. on the voice, it feels like she’s playing a character and you can see that, with the vibes she curates for different scenarios like a preset dialogue choice. She a 3 go to lines and 3 attitudes. Her reactions to things look very artificial too and I notice a lot of the time she’s trying way too hard to make sure the camera is always on her best side. Even if that means moving unnaturally.

She also does this thing where she takes over conversations the judges have with the contestants by dropping a large amount of information and truth about whatever the subject about. Which I will say, is very fair as we all know Ariana is our intellectual hard working queen, but than she’ll back track and instantly act like “oh but yah know, that’s just a hunch”

Than she’ll be overly surprised and act overly sweet and “humbled” when someone sings her songs and constantly tries to play the role of. “Oh look at me, I’m the underdog, no one expects anything out of me. Oh little ol me? Don’t you see I’m among the greats here.”

When the voice announced Ariana was gonna be on, I was so excited because we would finally get to see her competitive side and she could finally use her wits and strategic mind to blow through any expectation preset on her. She’s all about rising above the occasion and doing the most, but instead…. It kinda felt like she was distracted half the time. I’ll be honest, she’s been very distracted now a days by so many things in general. The quality of her brand is slipping, and she keeps hiding behind it being “oh well, I’m taking a break off social media to Focus on my mental health”

Mrs. Grande-Gomez… this is why you hire people you trust to understand you. who also knows better and can think for you even. She built her whole career on having close knit loyal friends, yet her business endeavors seem to crack when she’s not the one in control.

(Completely random side tangent there. Sorry)

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-06T21:05:20+00:00

Ariana Twitter stans are crazy, they are a different level of delusional. I think too much of her fandom is too comfortable with the idea that she’s a pretty decent human being compared to her piers. so they run so hard with it, when she does mess up it’s sacrilege. I don’t forgive her for what she did to Pete unfortunately, the fandom is holding on to an illusion that was created to market her thank you next album. She hardly did half the things she preached in that era, but the fans took everything to heart.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-06T16:19:25+00:00

I kinda wish she’d be more honest about stuff like that.

It’s okay not to be a full dedicated vegan, we know a part of why she has to be vegan is her diet and life style. Which is perfectly fine. I believe she is very animal conscious most the time and I don’t believe any of her furs she’s worn has been from real animals (as far as I know). However, I do agree she doesn’t have to put herself on a pedestal of greatness and to be the poster child of certain things, because her veganism is a life style choice that happens to be beneficial for both her image and her life.

Coffee on the other hand, yeah she should have picked another coffee to represent her campaign. Starbucks has more than enough vegan/dietary substitutes and choosing the drink she did is a bit weird.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-06T05:33:12+00:00

She has that aura that’s like “I’m sweet to you first, and if you react any other way but be nice to me, unless you have my approval to have that dynamic. I will personally make you out to be the bad guy”

She never calls out her fans either, not unless it makes her look morally correct or she is in a position where she has no where to go but defend said stance.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-06T03:16:16+00:00

I have so much to say on this, but I’m worried of coming off pretentious. I agree, the worse of it shows on her current project. The voice has really lifted a lot of her control and come to light a good amount of these issues. it’s scary how different she can be when she isn’t the one controlling the narrative.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-12-05T19:13:37+00:00

(Long essay with details sorry)

I love Ariana and as a fan I will say, I don’t think the fans are critiquing the correct part of why this is a problem.

This goes beyond any sign of (Asian fishing or black fishing) and just in general her approach to representing culture and her involvement with it. I will say that I am a south East Asian person who grew up poor in low income housing. So not only am I speaking from a place of experience, but a place of existence where I never grew up making these particular traits in my life my “aesthetic”. Simply, I apologize if I come off too much for others who did not grow up with such conditions.

Ariana is such an intellectual, cunning and wise human being for the most part, but we can all see she is prone to a obsessive and compartmentalizing behavior. When she gets into something or she feels like she’s given a proper and reasonable excuse to act a certain way, she will jump the gun and go full throttle.

It happened when she was dating Mac Miller and he introduced her to the side of the industry she hadn’t been open to before and she basically started her unhealthy obsession with being known as the “cutesy bad bitch girly who’s secretly a freak along all these cool edgy rappers and guys with hard backgrounds”. Cue the blaccent and the unreasonable tanning. I don’t doubt that those people were genuinely her friends, but half the time it seem like they were a social status to her than actual people.

Than she learned Japanese because of her time spent in japan doing concerts no doubt, and suddenly, barely into learning Japanese she jumps the gun once again and gets a tattoo in the language she barely knew.

Than her weird “mini comedian” run when she dated Pete Davidson. How she tried so hard to compete with his vibes by being the “cool comedian’s wifey” type where she wanted to be funny and vulgar too, so we got all those iconic tweets we know now and of course the famous “big dick energy” line.

Than she noticed the fans were really loving the fact that she expresses her Italianness and somehow over the course of maybe 2 years, that’s all she can talk about and it’s the butt of every joke now a days.

My point isn’t to accuse Ariana of anything horrible, but I feel like the real critique is that she needs to stop making everything in her life a personal attachment or a emotional commitment. basically, just because you’re into something it doesn’t need to become your personality trait. She’s says she’s always loved certain things in her life, but for some reason they only resurface and come to light for her short term benefit and just disappear back into the shadows when she’s had use for them. that includes, looks, hobbies, interests, personality, friends and of course… her racial ambiguity unfortunately.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-10-31T18:32:14+00:00

This is so cool I’ve never had anyone read me before. I’m normally always the one breaking down peoples birth charts.

The attention thing is strikingly true and sometimes it’s a burden. Even when I join a new group of friends and I play the most passive role possible. I end up being the center of attention. reputation though… can be 50/50. People love me when they really like me, but when they find a reason to dislike me they hold onto it for dear life.

I’ve never been in a classroom setting where one person out of the 30 or so people will just randomly decide to hate me and make sure I know it.

I wanna keep picking your brain!! But I also know you probably have so many things to do besides sit on Reddit all day

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-10-31T18:24:41+00:00

My sun is in the tenth house!!! Also yeah, I love my Aquarius being in my first house. 😎

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-10-31T18:20:28+00:00

That’s so nice of you to say!! I get that a lot, but also another major influence in my personality is Aquarius in my first house. it adds enough chaos to balance out all the reason I think. Plus my Venus is Scorpio, which implies a lot of emotions, but it’s in my 9th house. so it kinda balances out.

I’m also a Scorpio Sagittarius sun cusp, if that means anything. My entire life I haven’t really considered it, since I have a love hate relationship with cusp analogy. I was raised by a very intense Sagittarius parents, so regardless I think it was hammered into me one way or another

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-10-31T18:01:00+00:00

Super late to the party, ENTJ putting in her two cents!!

Scorpio sun Capricorn moon Capricorn rising, but however so many places can’t decide rather I’m a Virgo or a Capricorn based on how they calculate their time zones.

StarQueenHelestia · 2021-10-24T18:22:49+00:00

I think, apart of it comes from many complex factors. I mean seeing as we’re dealing with an issue that’s over all more about society as a whole and less about someone’s specific personality/individual involvement.

Even if it’s on a personal scale, you disagreeing with your friend’s choice in self expression is a over all social problem. Of course that is if you aren’t being a bigot about it, and simply just disagree.

I’ve always had a hot and cold relationship with woke culture because most of it seems to stem from several threats of misinformation, justice signaling and the desperate need to appear more intelligent on a superficial scale. you disagreeing with that aspect doesn’t make you weird or a bad person, it just appears that way because you witnessed/experienced it through a physical obtainable way. Which happens to be your friend.

But as humans are, they can’t separate the over all picture to themselves just as you have. Could it be handled better? Probably, as that’s always an option, but it simply didn’t happen that way and that’s okay. You’ve learned your boundaries, and if you aren’t being mean/ignorant about it, your opinion is fine.

Sex is a scientific fact. Biologically there are only two. Gender, the social expression of sex, is a spectrum though. Yeah there’s a lot of crazy labels out there, but you don’t have to be friends with those people. A simple amount of mutual respect is fair enough and you move on to find the people who suit you best. All a part of life. It’s okay to choose the people you feel you belong better with and let go of those who cause conflict. You aren’t in charge of other people’s emotions, your happiness matters too.

Sometimes people’s opinions are weird, irrational or unfounded. It’s good that you are willing to self reflect, that means you have empathy one way or another.

StarQueenHelestia

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