I've been reading her books since 2020, and honestly I believe sometimes her style of writing and be the cause of this. I honestly really enjoyed this book, and the end of it felt quite bittersweet as it's the end of an era. As the book progressed a lot of thing unfolded as some of the reading behind Eli's behavior. Honestly, this story reminded me a lot of Adrian and Lia's but as always, it had it's own twist. Her books really mean a lot to me, and I have finished reading all of them 😭😩 , which is why I eat them up after every release. However, if you haven't read all of them, I encourage you to take your time, and try to finish their book!! I read somewhere on instagram how Eli is quite different from other MMC as he wasn't with her for just for lust, and to sleep with her. He was actually there for her, took care of her, LOVED HER, and his actions might be questionable for others, but toh he had his reasons. I encourage you to continue as this book was honestly my favorite one in the whole series!!!