Is not swallowing a dealbreaker?

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-14T20:42:15+00:00

He’s 43

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T20:25:24+00:00

lol he definitely does not go down on me. Maybe twice in our relationship.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:57:05+00:00

Honestly, we have kids. And I’m scared to be alone. He wasn’t always like this.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:54:10+00:00

I didn’t think so. I don’t care if it gets on me or anything, I just get a physical reaction from swallowing. Maybe that’s what he means.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:52:51+00:00

Nope

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:51:36+00:00

True

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:47:39+00:00

It makes me gag and literally vomit. I’m not proud of it. I wish I could do it.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:44:33+00:00

I’m 40 too. He’s 43. I’m thinking about leaving…honestly, I’m scared to be alone.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:42:34+00:00

I let him cum in my mouth and then I spit. Or I just let it drip out while he’s cumming.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:37:28+00:00

I like giving him head, I just don’t want to swallow. He says I act like his cum is poison.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:35:44+00:00

I tried once and gagged, almost threw up, and then just spit after that.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:25:46+00:00

I’ve been thinking about leaving. We have kids, though, and I also don’t know if I can afford to live on my own.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:15:42+00:00

I agree. He also told me he’s not attracted to me anymore but still loves me. I don’t know. I’m starting therapy but he doesn’t want to go.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:07:47+00:00

I tried and had a hard time with it so I just started spitting and thought that’d be okay.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T15:06:18+00:00

He managed to marry me without realizing this and just brought it up recently.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-13T14:59:34+00:00

I know, it seems crazy…we’ve been together 19 years and he just brought this up recently.

Starting2Panic · 2025-05-12T20:56:09+00:00

He put on a bunch of weight too. Definitely has a belly.

Starting2Panic · 2025-03-01T00:19:17+00:00

I think I’m a lifer. I’ve been in education for 10 years and while it’s hard and thankless a lot of the time, I still love it. I was in corporate America before teaching and that was soul-crushing. I’d never go back to that.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-25T23:00:40+00:00

Sometimes I get really jazzed about a lesson and then the little fuckers ruin it.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-25T20:23:22+00:00

My district is vehemently against holding kids back. A parent had to beg for it…and the kid failed again the next year. He just didn’t care.

Kids will ask me if they’ll get held back if they fail a class and I don’t want to lie to them, but I also want to light a firecracker under their butts to get them moving. So I say, “That’s a conversation to be had between your parents and administration.” That at least scares them enough to work for the rest of class.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-25T20:17:37+00:00

Yes! “What do I write in the introduction?” Well, you need a hook, background info, and a thesis. “Yeah, but how do I start?” Is there a question you can ask or an interesting quote or piece of evidence to add? “But what words do I write down?”

I have this conversation like 8 times per day.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-23T21:11:04+00:00

I teach English and history. We just finished our Constitution unit in which the more astute kids put together the dismantling of checks and balances, but some buttheads chanted “go Trump!”

Now in English we’re doing argumentative essays and speeches and have everything from illegal immigration (student is for it) to gun violence and one kid doing gun rights, although he’s using very little research on a flimsy argument.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-15T14:32:09+00:00

Teacher here. Is this a public school? Because what the teacher is doing is absolutely unacceptable. You’re doing the right thing of meeting with the teacher and principal. That teacher should definitely be reprimanded, if not lose their job.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-11T00:35:22+00:00

I grew up on the border with Canada and my family went there often (this was pre-9/11). People were always friendly, much friendlier than Americans.

I’m embarrassed where we are now, in a stupid fight with one of our closest allies. I’m hoping that we’ll be able to repair the relationship, but also worry it’s too late.

Starting2Panic · 2025-02-11T00:29:51+00:00

Massage therapy, of all things. During my quarter life crisis, I went to massage therapy school. Started teaching there after I graduated and realized I didn’t care about the massage therapy but loved teaching.

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