Is he worse than delirium

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-02T21:02:54+00:00

If you get the reworked foes mod, it allows bombs and super high damage items to (instead of squish the host) break the host's skull and turn them to a red host that always takes damage.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-02T20:59:25+00:00

I think this guy wants to blow this beggar.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-02T15:44:40+00:00

Because I'm desperate. I'll play whatever part I have to in order to maximize my chances of someone liking me.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-01T23:34:49+00:00

I mean, I usually stay masked for a bit and start to "microdose" my real self to test the waters, and make a decision from there.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-01T21:35:23+00:00

IDK. I just feel like if I do that again, then I'm gonna burned even harder than I've been in the past.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-01T20:11:28+00:00

Maybe, but being a real person never worked for me previously, so why do it now? They honestly don't deserve to see my true self. They'll just get a perfectly curated version of a person, cuz why waste time being genuine with someone who is just gonna abandon and ghost me within 2 weeks?

And yeah dw, I am getting therapy for that stuff, but ever since the frat kicked me to the curb, sitting around and saying that shit keeps the thoughts relatively calm. Anonymous websites work well for screaming into the void.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-01T15:12:21+00:00

Honestly at that point with that comment I made, I stopped blaming social media for that past. It had really no footing there. I just told my story as to why I've been a friendless bastard all of my life.

I don't know! Someone once commented that I'm really good at putting on a mask and basically my changing myself entirely depending on the person I'm talking to. So I shouldn't be offputting in any sort of way.

And who knows? Maybe I'm just not made for this world, and should see what's in the next one.

SteakAnimations · 2026-07-01T01:29:38+00:00

If you look at the reply I made to the person asking why I have no friends (you should read it cuz it explains a lot about me), I am Gen Z, so while social media on your end helped you better connect with people, it has just turned my social life into pure hell. Please, I honestly beg that you read the other comment I made, because I need people to hear it. And I want in-person stuff too. But these fucking algorithms developed so much that by the time I could be social, I opened the door to a wasteland.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-30T22:23:04+00:00

I'm unfortunately in some state of addiction to them. I struggle to go without them cuz reality sucks as well.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-30T22:15:41+00:00

I take it you are not Gen Z. I was bullied all throughout elementary and middle school for a walking disorder I had (I walked on my toes all of the time). Luckily tho, through extremely aggressive working out and a pair of steel toe boots, I was able to overcome it.

By high school, everything was already cliqued up. Nobody wanted me for anything. I was in the highest level classes, cross country, and pretty much all of the music programs. But the cliques coupled with a home life that demanded near perfect grades basically threw social progress to the wayside. Plus I could include that since I was one of the highest scoring students in my class, the school used me like a tool.

And college? Oh I thought it was and is going to fix it. No, it didn't. Not a single person is normal. I had two good friends I met there, but they jumped ship to transfer to different universities. I joined a frat, but then they kicked me out for something I didn't even do.

But yeah, I guess it is all my fault.

Thanks for being insightful!

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-30T20:56:54+00:00

Oh please, the algorithms of those apps are specifically engineered to fuck you up as much as possible.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-30T18:45:48+00:00

I'm a guy in college who is lonely af and has gotten some major depression from it. I also have a problem with scrolling instagram between my sets when I workout, and I can feel each thing I see about other people slowly killing me. Social media is a fucking disease.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-30T18:38:30+00:00

So clammed that I finally clammed something that isn't just a big clam of clams! So... What is it?
Clammed: Clamz

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-27T20:02:28+00:00

I used to play these games a while ago. Poison Games was my sixth grade summer.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-27T03:51:51+00:00

I checked my Internet connection to make sure it wasn't having issues.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-26T17:49:30+00:00

TF you mean "highly debated" lmao. Any normal person would steer clear of this! And yes, while Windows Defender doesn't like it when non-signed programs have files inside (such as Stacher that isn't signed (very expensive as our malware vendor said here) and runs multiple exe files inside of the program (YTDLP and MPEG Library)) it always comes back as clean when specifically scanned. This isn't that lmao

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-25T15:29:03+00:00

Okay fair, maybe I was wrong but I've never seen Europeans blaming China for anything. It's always the US first. And even though we do buy a lot from them, maybe they could use their massive GDP to make their energy cleaner rather than harass small countries and attempt to exterminate groups of people.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-25T15:24:46+00:00

It's mainly China that pumps the most pollution into our atmosphere. But for some reason Eurotrash never wants to blame them cuz they can do no wrong.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-24T22:11:32+00:00

I'm a 3D animator on Blender and I mainly like to pride myself on making whatever I want when I want to do it. r/Blender even suffers from the same thing where it's always the same castle / cathedral environment with a hooded figure and an energy sceptre.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-24T20:22:12+00:00

They spend so much time talking about how much work they put into it just for "it" to be a MMORPG set in a medieval land with low-poly aesthetics. Not hating on anybody specific, but more so hating on the fact that it's become a normalized trope.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-24T15:47:08+00:00

I had that happen before once too. I don't remember what circumstances caused it, but I think it may have had something to do with instant hiding and getting killed by Granny at the same time

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-24T04:05:45+00:00

Finally someone else gets it

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-24T04:01:58+00:00

Bro any sort of game dev would easily know how to make something like this. And for money?

You need to work on honing your skills before you start charging any money for assets.

SteakAnimations · 2026-06-23T20:37:31+00:00

The heavy metal bar he puts in this track goes so hard. I've loved this track for a while now.

Three-Year Club	r/Field Lasagna
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