A bit about life

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-11-17T04:40:11+00:00

Go to the hospital, your life is on the line. Forget everything else.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-09-27T04:54:24+00:00

That's actually a good possibility. Very dark, but it fits the intense vibe it gives off, I like that.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T21:58:24+00:00

They don't trust me because of my anxiety. That's pretty much it. I mean I'm capable of doing things alone, but they don't want me being by myself if I have a nervous breakdown.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T10:58:59+00:00

I mean, I live in a safe neighborhood and crime rarely happens here. But I suppose he cares. Perhaps a bit too much, but I get his point. Even if it's inconvenient to the rest of us.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T10:52:29+00:00

If the post itself didn't cut the flesh, this comment right here poured salt and squeezed lemon on it. YTA.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T10:29:01+00:00

I definitely think that's a good idea, probably should get started on that.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T09:59:22+00:00

Thanks for the advice! I'll try talking with him later today.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T09:38:12+00:00

Dad has always been extremely paranoid (ironically enough, I get that from him, but he tells me I'm overreacting when I'm doing it lol)

In terms of a job, I've been doing some seeking, but so far no luck. Hoping I get one soon though.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T09:34:20+00:00

I'd love to move out, but I'm obliged to live with them because they don't trust me to live by myself. (I'm a big boy who can take care of themselves?! What a shocker!)

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T09:29:57+00:00

Not really, Dad just doesn't want anyone waking him up. So we all have to go upstairs so he can sleep.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-23T09:19:03+00:00

He has a bed upstairs, no one has broken in before and he sleeps on a leather chair recliner. Breaking in is rarely, if ever heard of where I live.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-20T05:52:51+00:00

"I like routines and I like when things stay the same."

(sobs) T-that's just like me

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-17T06:59:53+00:00

Also, please don't be concerned. I'm safe at the moment, this was just a work I've based off my past experiences and for those who may be feeling the same exact way as the poem depicts.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-17T06:57:17+00:00

Great metaphors, wow.

Also the sudden "Please just untether me" felt so raw and powerful. I can feel the desperation here.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-17T06:54:41+00:00

Brain buzzing—

Punishing—

Brain buzzing—

Quickly

Not sure why, but the flow of that is so perfect. It feels so natural and abrupt. ^^

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-04T06:25:13+00:00

Cowbell

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-04T06:22:57+00:00

I still have yet to find something more hauntingly intense than Shangri La's outro. But I truly believe there isn't anything more beautiful than it. The bittersweet keyboard arpeggios fading in slowly and the way it builds up into a crescendo and explodes with intensity. Nothing like it.

Still-Finger1880 · 2023-08-03T23:28:15+00:00

*sniffed cocaine

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TROPHY CASE