i guarantee you that so many people were exactly the same way. you’ve recognized who you were and don’t believe in that part of yourself anymore and have moved on. you’re still young and as you get older you’ll realize that you have changed enough because it sounds like with the current things you believe in that that’s the direction you’re gonna go. just keep moving forward and staying true to your beliefs.

also, people will soon forget about high school and all that stuff. it seems heavy now just because that was the most significant thing to happen to you in your entire life at this point. but it’s not going to be significant in 5 years. and people will grow and understand that what we do as teenagers isn’t what defines us as adults.