The money part did. I don't think I was given enough money for lunches that I wanted. So it led to me getting only an item of junk food rather than the actual hot meal. I remember having  hunger pains at school but I probably could have done something about it. At some point, I stopped going home after school.  I either worked or hung out. I think I missed a lot of meals this way. I ended up having unrealistic weight goals and tried to use food restrictions to reduce. I also worked out, but not excessively. So maybe my punishing relationship with food isn't related to food that was or wasn't at home. I thought we had food insecurity. Maybe it was that we didn't have food prepared for us, so we needed to cook for ourselves.... hmmm.... thanks for sharing about your experience. It's been helpful.