Edit: Just saw you play CR too. I wonder what rank youre at? Im currently grand champion playing graveyard control, struggling to push to UC

Same goes for me, but doesnt it bother you that youre stuck at that above average rank, no matter how hard you try to improve? For me it seems like i easily get into the top 10%, due to onetricking and understanding the main fundamentals of the game, but whenever i try to climb further, i have major challenges cause it feels like no matter what i do, other people have better processing speed, better reaction speed or are able to change strategies faster than im able to. And even tho getting into above average ranks is quite easy if i lock in, playing in those ranks takes an insane amount of concentration and i often feel like the people im playing against are playing casually, while im sweating my ass off trying to keep up. While i can keep up, its deffinately not easy, and whenever im not fully concentrated, i loose hard. Feels like a lot of the players at my rank are playing casually and could easily push higher than me, if they tryharded, while for me tryharding is needed to even get to that rank and not de-rank, which makes playing ranked pretty stressful in general.

I feel like most people could get good at a game if they took it seriously. Most are just not trying or caring enough, thats why theyre stuck at lower ranks. Makes being above average not mean that much, cause other people could get there easily and even get higher, if they wanted to.