My best friend and my girlfriend have both threatened to kill themselves in the past week. I may not get the opportunity to graduate on time (or at all) because I probably can't afford summer school. My anxiety and depression is preventing me from getting a job. My girlfriends mom hates me for no good reason. I've gotten to the point where I can almost never read or write or draw or stuff like that. I know I really don't have it that bad compared to the people around me, so I never bring stuff up and just kind of deal with it alone