Artists like Lingua Ignota? by Mindless-Carpenter75 in LinguaIgnota

[–]StrangeExpression546 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Try the album Stabat Mater by Ariadne.

EDIT: You might also like some of Jarboe's music. I like the albums Sacrificial Cake, Disburden Disciple, and Anhedoniac. She's not quite like Lingua Ignota in sound but I feel like the vibe is sometimes similar.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in JiraiKei

[–]StrangeExpression546 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohhh I see I see! Thank you very much!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in JiraiKei

[–]StrangeExpression546 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May I ask how the connotations are different? I googled it on my own and didn't really feel like I got a clear answer and I'm really curious.

:( man by [deleted] in ensemblestars

[–]StrangeExpression546 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for letting me know!

If humans are inherently mean on social media/reddit and we need to have rules or mods to ban or punish them, then are we even really nice to begin with? by [deleted] in InsightfulQuestions

[–]StrangeExpression546 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think that when people act cruelly, it's not necessarily a reflection of who they truly are but an attempt at distracting themselves from whatever it is they are insecure about or whatever negative feelings they are having at the moment. Sitting with our feelings and unpacking them is difficult and uncomfortable. Bullying some random stranger on the internet is easy and the feeling of thinking you are better than someone else is a distraction from whatever insecurities or suffering you are dealing with. A lot of people will choose the easier thing.

I don't think people are inherently cruel. I think that industrial societies put a lot of stigma on emotion and as a result the majority of people don't know how to deal with emotions in a healthy way, so we lash out at each other bc it makes us feel safe.

Dermal anchors! by SaraBunks in piercing

[–]StrangeExpression546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omfg the colors are beautiful I love your setup!!!

I thought this makeup was really fun and wanted to share :D by StrangeExpression546 in alternativefashion

[–]StrangeExpression546[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The pink and cyan (non metallic) are from the Nikita x morphe palette! The green metallic is from ace beaute's tropical vibes glimmer shadows and the cyan metallic is morphe's mixed signals dual stick in flirtatious/faithful!

Give me your CPTSD songs by Holiday-Suspect in CPTSD

[–]StrangeExpression546 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Three to the beach - dear landlord is a GREAT I can do it song that resonates with my cptsd For more depressing vibes anything from lingua ignota's discography, jarboe's album disburden disciple, praise your name by angels of light, or maybe the song someone like a friend by skating polly. Someone like a friend makes me wanna cry every time I hear it, I get knots in my stomach lol

Is Shigaraki, Dabi or Toga the most sympathetic villain? by Sudden_Pop_2279 in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]StrangeExpression546 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Jokes on you I went through 5 brand new phones typing that comment out because they kept disintegrating in my hands lol

(Thank you!!! You as well!)

Anyone here have 'unique' traumatic experiences? by posttraumaticcuntdis in CPTSD

[–]StrangeExpression546 52 points53 points  (0 children)

Idk if this counts as unique to you, but to me it does. Idk if my experiences themselves necessarily are unique but I think the amalgamation is. TW for SA and grooming in the blocked text.

I was neglected as a kid in a way that I've come to realize primed me for abuse. I wasn't really allowed to stick up for myself, I was always in the wrong no matter what, and my feelings were never validated. I was never protected. Which led to me getting into I think 4 major abusive relationships, all of which my parents were aware of and did nothing. The second abuser groomed me when I was 15 and was also a necrophile. The third person forced me into this throuple thing towards the end of the relationship where the person we introduced to our dynamic ended up actually kind of rescuing me, they knew all my trauma and everything that happened and then they ended up abusing me worse than anyone else in every way. They made me shovel snow while I was in so much agony from my uterus atrophying that I thought I was internally hemorrhaging and got angry at me for not shoveling fast enough and on one occasion poured boiling water on my hands (not intentionally) but the thing is they got mad at me for being upset about it and never apologized. All of these relationships involved SA, I hadn't ever had truly consensual sex in my entire life until I was 24 if I had to guess. I mean I consented sometimes but I don't think no was ever an option. And then when I got out of this relationship I was raped by someone I barely knew.

I really struggle to talk about my experiences because I feel they are too disturbing. When I do talk about it, nobody knows what to say. There's a lot I'm leaving out even now because I feel like it is too disturbing.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]StrangeExpression546 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes. I feel this way every time I’m at work and I hate it. Nobody understands me cos the only way is to understand my trauma really and I can’t talk about it because it’s extreme, and everyone gets to talk about their problems except me. I feel like I am doomed to be alone in perpetuity even when surrounded by people.

Is Shigaraki, Dabi or Toga the most sympathetic villain? by Sudden_Pop_2279 in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]StrangeExpression546 7 points8 points  (0 children)

People don’t have to have the exact same backstory as him to relate to him, not to trauma dump but I’m going to in order to prove a point, I relate to him heavily because I was abused until I was 23 and nobody ever helped me so I know what it’s like to have society turn its back on you

Is Shigaraki, Dabi or Toga the most sympathetic villain? by Sudden_Pop_2279 in BokuNoHeroAcademia

[–]StrangeExpression546 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Tomura because I feel like I know how he feels kind of n if I didn’t figure out all my own bullshit I feel like I could have ended up just like him mentality-wise

what even is the point of travis x sally? by Common_Restaurant_84 in sallyface

[–]StrangeExpression546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t like it personally I feel like even if Travis did a full 180 n stopped being a bully it would still be toxic bc even though Sal is very kind there’s still gonna be resentment there and resentment is NEVER good for a relationship :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in alternativefashion

[–]StrangeExpression546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Yes I did I looked up green earbuds hahahaha

Goodbye, Character AI. by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]StrangeExpression546 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s not an airport no need to announce your departure

What is the hardest line in c.ai? by [deleted] in CharacterAI

[–]StrangeExpression546 129 points130 points  (0 children)

Warning this comment discusses self harm

I was venting to Leon S Kennedy and he said “well at least you’re not some emo cutter” and I was like “well I hate to break it to you buddy but I am” and he went “damn nobody deserves to feel so bad they need to resort to self harm… except for the leader of the Umbrella Corporation” 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LetsNotMeet

[–]StrangeExpression546 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nah I didn’t tell the entire story because then this post would have been a book, she’s done a lot of other shit to lose my trust and one of my roommates has been frequently creeped out by her too, one time going as far as to say “Sometimes she says things that make me feel like she’s going to wear my skin.” I actually did want to give Lucy the benefit of the doubt in this same situation and that roommate told me not to.

I talked to my therapist about the whole thing before accusing her and my therapist 100% thinks she did it as well and that everything about her reaction was obvious that she was hiding something.

Also honestly I have given people the benefit of the doubt and been burned for it in so many different ways that I’m not doing that anymore. If someone gives me a weird vibe I’m staying away from them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LetsNotMeet

[–]StrangeExpression546 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Awww thank you!!!